|xmei| no Hero.jaejoong

2008-10-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

MOVED!!!

get the link from me or jus see my MSN NICK! =)))

2008-08-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

wen to watch singapore opens today at farrer park mrt station de nearby field!

that field super big so can like haf 4 fields on the bottom and another two more on the higher field i tink, then two long tents...

regretted wearing slippers damn it, shud haf known long ago the field wld be muddy from all the cleats. we found a nice shady platform where u can sit and watch damn nice, then we flicked a little, in the end my frisbee wen in the drain like 6 six times =.=

shiok was playing at the other field so we wen over instead... sat under the sun, got wind la so not that bad and watched shiok play! mr yeong din get to play much but hes good! today then know hes handler, and they keep subbing in and out la, so cannot really tell whos who liao...

after dat started raining, wen over long tent say bye bye to mr yeong, then shiok pple were like saying, 'oh those are raphael's kids' HAHA so cool sia, bet he veh happy lol WE LOVE OUR COACHHH! =DD

kena sunburnt like shit, im glad i wore long pants but it got really dirty... going tmr to get the singapore opens frisbee, its damn chio! heh heh probably dragging kaiyun and xinxi along too heh heh looking forward to tmr!!!

oh and since i had such long tags and so many, i shall reply them here instead:

REPLYING TAGS:

xingyi - thx i will, much better now le =)

lily - oh my u jus like insulted half the population in Singapore HAHAHA

jiawei - ur lolipop melted one HAHA i can like pull off the sweet from the stick... still haf stj meh...

eening - yaloh. omg eening that is NOT farnie =.= EMAL!

sijie - haha sijie you're on our side right! not all guys? ooh saying ur laogong ah? LOL

the DUMBASS - i shall FORGET abt the name LOL ya, when ur son came up wif it he was super amazed by the same initials =.=

zhiyang - i should post another one jus to scold u right LOL. i always share de, cus much much cheaper

e-hui - but ehui u really spam sia! he does? i nvr knew he so nice de HAHA yesh! shud always haf regular throwing sessions after sch! =DD

2008-08-26T06:30:00.000-07:00

theres a reason why i haven been updating.

apparently there is like nth happy or good that happened but all bad and depressing events instead.

fancy getting scolded the f word right into ur face. by a guy. wow, how gentlemanly. im jus surprised that he will shout at me out of no reason.

for the past few days right, i really wondered wad i did to like de jiu the whole male population of the sch. somehow nearly all the unhappy incidents happen to be related to guys. and nearly all the time its jus them coming to anal me. i can like come up with a list of people who pissed me off liao.

its only the small things that really cheer me up now... like how my friends noticed my bad mood and come forward to wen hou yi xia. thx e-hui u duno how much it meant really. to actually notice it is quite touching already, since i don't really show it in sch. of cus i can't leave out flickers, it has always been so happy to see them playing on the field and u can easily join them a few throws or try out some retarded throws...

like today. had a bad day already. thinking abt all the shit things i've got myself into and feeling guilty to haf all my friends worry abt me. and ending the day after being scolded the f word wasn't really a great feeling. so wen i saw the few of them, e-hui, sijie and guchao randomly throwing on the field, i felt really an wei and can't help but felt myself in a much cheerful mood already. its not as if they are waiting for you but i had intention of jus checking out whether they are there and they are when i got there. it just like you know they'll be there for you no doubt and will not disappoint u.

and theres small surprises that you wun not expect at all. like how daryl told me to cheer up, not implying anything but im jus surprised la and its certainly encouraging if they are coming frm people u nvr expect

and of cus cannot forget the ones whos always been there for me. lily, sarah and yanhui. in class no doubt, i depended on them. and KAIYUN the dumbass (as stated in my hp contacts HAHA) she's really been the friend whos with me for such a long time la. though we are almos like extremes opposites (like choosing subway sandwiches sauces and the bread) but when it comes to views and opinions, we are surprisingly quite similar. owe her a lot la (no matter is money or ren qing), jus hoping this relationship will continue on, which i have confidence that it will.

i conclude, that girls are still the best.

2008-08-20T08:36:00.000-07:00

today was ultimate shit day.

talk abt most unluckiest day of my life, i haf it occurring every week, on the exact same day. WEDNESDAY.

from now on i will not haf a fave day of a week but i'll gif u my most hated day

every wed is like screwed la, bad things happening over and over again all pushed to that day. as if like someone's out to torture me zzz

first is the luce thing, really dun wan to talk abt it anymore. i've made my decision and i tink i made it well. then came the econ test which i dun really heck care but seeing that promos is like coming and im still like owning the class by being the 2nd last, its worrying.

and chem mock spa came jus at the perfect timing. =.= totally. i nearly wanted to jus get out of sch and go home. it was like really screwed.

wen home almos straight away after sch to go bac and change b4 heading for shooting jts. wasn't really looking forward to it, but jus wanted to go bac to nihon mura again HAHA for the 3rd time, getting a little sick already actually and we din get to eat the mocha ice cream DAMN it!

it got really really sian near the end when we were at b & j and i jus refused to eat any ice cream, as in like really not in the mood of eating ice cream wif half a bunch of pple who i dun even noe well.

it jus feel really diff, so diff frm frisbee's custom of eating vermonster after any comps of big events, especially when mos of the club's pple were there. it was jus so fun, we all jus heck and zam the ice cream even though its all mixed and totally disgusting... we oso din mind, in fact it was that everyone was jus digging their spoons through that tub which was like bigger than the size of the head that was really fun. somehow it sort of got into me that B & J is a whole diff meaning to me and theres no more 'taste' in the ice cream anymore if no ones actually enjoying that cool feeling of actually sharing the ice cream together. i duno why i see so deep into it but i jus had that feeling.

and finally a good thing to end off the day, to think abt it, maybe going through all those shit things were worth it for this surprise,

i got into HORSE RIDING for sabs! =DDD

oh my totally unexpected. i tot i might get french or not get into any... horse riding was my first sia! plus i nvr do survey! damn lucky la super happy it'll be so cool! really wanna noe who else got into horse riding hopefully got a few of my goods friends =)

okay. im quite screwed for this week still actually. got bio prac plus gp essay to chiong out by friday. haix. and the stress for promos is totally coming. as in u dun get it from urself but from the peers ard u la, everyone's like counting down to promos on their msn nick, you nvr need to be afraid of not knowing when ur 'deadline' is...

really wanna start mugging but wif all the new topics and tutorials coming in u tell me how? we shud be released like the snrs for study break... they all ended sch today! that means tmr the sch will be quieter by 50% HAHA

2008-08-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

its stupid checking ur phone every half an hour for new messages although you know there wun be any.

so im goanna DAO my phone. though i know i can't do that. but i dun care. wadever im pmsing again cus theres a frigging econs test tmr and today was a damn sucky day.

and you. know ur limits pls. you don't belong here. not at all. so stay away. don't act as if you were veh close wif everyone. its disgusting. like really, know ur limits. you're jus taking advantage of your friend if you din realise. and soon you'll suffer the same fate as me. and i jus don't get why pple don't see that. like wake up!

2008-08-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

wa i jus spammed nearly a 100 msges in one minute =.=

was mass sms-ing flickers abt gathering tmr and the msg was so long that it had to be sent as 3 msges ZZZ thats means (the no. of pple im sending which is like ard 20 plus 30) times 3 = no. of msges i sent. not counting the ones i replied after they replied. its fun to receive so many msges suddenly though HAHA

been out this few days of long holidays (not veh long anyways only one more day) sat wen for yanhui's birthday at this damn ulu chi restaurant... haf i said that already? yaya. then wen out wif my mum to do some shopping. bought this set of clothes and one more jacket for 100 plus, its damn nice got style =D

wen out wif om pple on sun! haha ky was DAMN late. we wen ding tai feng eat lunch damn nice! the xiao long bao there owns. eat until super full... after dat ky came my house, she was mugging i was suppose to do pw but end up chatting all the way online... wanted to play frisbee in the morning but i din managed to wake up cus we watched the basketball match between China and USA until 2 plus

me like the no. 9 from the china team! hes damn hot and damn cool! though he dun get to play veh often but still! wen out later to meet the rest in sch for mugging session. i end up doing pw again zzz flicked a bit of frisbee after i finished then we jus wen for dinner after dat... haha i din mug at all GG

tmr long day sian plus doing compre during GP sian diao

2008-08-08T09:11:00.000-07:00

here comes the photos!

not a lot la cus i stupidly forgot to bring my camera along during the ride ZZZ got some really stupid and retarded ones though

entertain urselves pple! =D

^'brunch' at BTM... yuzheng looks retarded and is dat e-hui's extra hand?

^zelia and e-hui while on the bus, few moments b4 i fell asleeep HAHA

^zelia! and i nvr knew you had a twin! MR YEONG -> Vermonster no.2!

^Mr Yeong, no matter how much u shake right, the bottle wun ever drip out another drop of 100plus le la!

^eh sijie mr yeong had sth against for damn long liao...

^wen daryl and jiawei saw this, they had absolutely drama expressions HAHA

^ ahh finally a nicer pose...

^no one knew that sijie is actually an ahpek in disguise! wakaka

^me and jingyi~! hate that hand on the top, spoil the photo zzz

^e-hui was taking the cup... i think. HAHA

^daryl and jiawei! who betrayed their own faculty =.=

edit: I SAW ZHIYANG TOO!!!!!

happy? HAHA

2008-08-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

ny skirts!

hahaha our class de gals all wore ares shirt plus ny skirt damn cool la we like xiao xue shengs LOL but super malu and HOT! cus the skirt super thick i nvr realise, hc de skirt so much more cooling haha.

ares had to go up the 2nd lvl in the hall quite interesting la, cus u get to see like really everything from above. i rather be there then downstairs sitting at the bac, cus most pple at the bac jus sian diao-ing... then i was with JIAJUN!!! hahah she came over! whee~ super fun then we jus talk cock. the programme was okay la, ares won quite a few of the awards =DDD

oh then the fun part is i spotted sijie. then he spotted me at the top haha then the niao-ing starts through sms cus jus almos right after that i spotted e-hui with cecilia WAKAKA. then jus niao-ing and suan-ing each other like shit through spam smses. its damn fun to niao him. oops and e-hui got jealous then keep wanting to know wad the smses were like LOL im sorry e-hui!

after dat met up with a few of the flickers, played a little in the field, then wen BTM to eat 'breakfast' the dou hua tang yuan there is DAMN nice. after dat we jus stoned at one of the class bench. like really stone. some of them wanted to mug la but end up jus talking cock. i was really feeling good at a certain point of time but glad that sarah and lily came along to talk cock with me. they're the best la =)

and we FINALLY decided to go ECP... took damn long bus ride there, me and lily jus fell asleep. rented bike there, me and lily chose the double bike! damn cool and fun la! though the starting was a little tough but once u get the hang of it, its damn fun... we reached this long bridge thing into the sea and everyone jus rode in... kangwee was retarded enuff to try throwing the disk but it nvr came bac and wen down into the sea instead then we saw it float ard but nvr reached shore HAHA

after dat i got a single bike then was chionging down and burning GU CHIO! hahaha then he kept attempting to block me =.= a few of the guys end up all trying out the free hands cycling... damn scary, i can only do one hand de... in the end while we were going bac, it left only me, sijie and yi ding at the front. gu chao got severe butt pain or sth HAHA the rest all lagging behind, then in came kangwee and jiawei then e-hui? haha the top seven, we even took a photo can O.o

after dat somehow a circle was form then threw a bit of frisbee but then hor, i chose a damn nice place la, and became totally frisbee-repellant, all the frisbee thrown to me nvr reached me, damn zi bei zzz wen subway for dinner! DAMN NICE heh heh not a lot of pple so we got the back area all to ourselves... then mr yeong came to join us! damn cool la, some of us actually met him jogging so you mo qi! =D

after dat jus wen home le... super tired, tmr sure muscle ache. plus afternoon suppose to meet shooting pple for yanhui's birthday lunch, sarah and lily are crashing with me! so happy heh heh shall be uploading photos here soon after this post...

2008-08-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

my feet stinks.

zzz i tink is cus of the shoe... but yay long weekend ahead! =DDD today super long day and super the sian, the only thing that cheered me up was bio lecture (like again yaya) cus we're doing CANCER! damn cool la can u imagine we really worked from basics all the way up to now? still remember proteins and carbohydrates? LOL super noob topics now to think abt it

exco meeting was... erm effective. HAHA we were saying lincoln discuss until as if the nex day is shi jie mo ri liao but okay we got quite a few things out. PT sounds scary, even warm up sounds scary liao but i wanna train too. can we increase bit by bit pls? haix shud haf gotten a female PTI lol

after that wen field throw some frisbee today got the most no of pple there! quite a few of the snrs were there too like huan zi and jack who most of the time wun appear one LOL we were super loser la. cus we randomly had this 10 passes thing, j1 against j2 and we actually lost to them when we had like 7, 8 plus pple and only 2 snr ZZZ

we're going east coast tmr! yayyyy finally can go beach throw frisbee. can we like all sit together and talk cock during the celebrations or sth.. im super inclined towards my frisbee mates sia (is that the correct word) my blog talks abt them, my msn mostly talking to them in sch oso like dat lol.

dunno la its jus fun hanging out wif them, plus u have so retarded snrs and j1 guys, you jus wun be bored. this few days having problems with the pple closest to me as well which im currently running away from, like jus wanna heck care and dao.

zzzzzzzz i wanna sleeppppp.............

2008-08-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

today is ultimate sian day.

nono i dun mean in the frisbee way well in a way yes la

major reason is cus double labs. i jus can't believe ngoh can spend 2 hours going through the practicals, i barely 15 mins cannot take it liao... then after break chem lab again ZZZ still got stupid practical and stupid report to do which i haven finish SIAN

then dunno why every wed come out from class right wing there no one de like all the classes long ago released and everyone wen home liao like seriously... but we're released quite early wad, 2 leh! then i completely see a single frisbee person, only pearlyn and jingyi and a few of the snrs... so frigging boring

oh and they jus had shooting exco interview today... i became the 'temporary welfare manager' can, wen down to canteen to help them get food. ohoh and as i haf promised, GOOD LUCK TO KAIYUN! hope u get in EXCO kae! =DDD will de la

looking forward to exco meeting tmr, hopefully it'll be fun (aiya but all admin stuff wad can u expect) the snrs might be crashing though LOL and i realise tmr is last day! to a lonnnnggg holiday but its like already packed with events...

friday we having frisbee outing! but i haf absolutely no idea wad we doing though... half heard STJ half heard bbq =.= if bbq mus make sure got enuff food and and bring frisbee go beach zam LOL

sat got yanhui's birthday lunch mainly shooters but lily's crashing with me! YAY it'll fun im sure

sun going out wif om team! oh man its been LONG since we've gone out together... can't wait to see jiayi and sheryl again! =DDDD ever since this year's team i tink i treasure my previous much much more now... we're goanna eat xiaolongbaoooo! hahha YAY

mon might be my clique's outing wif yanhui MIGHT be la i oso not sure... haven really ask them yet... but i REALLY wanna go out wif them! heh heh

haha so happy so many events going on and im going out with all my good fwens! whee~ im loving national day for once LOL kae shall go figure out how to do chem prac and math tutorial, anyone finished come teach me sia!!!

2008-08-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

okae i found the photo wakaka. jus that it dun haf that weird thing at the bottom, it is jus one huge thick screen O.o

2008-08-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

my dad jus crazily bought a TOUCH SCREEN hp desktop =.=

it has a HUMUNGOUS screen, a wireless keyboard, wireless mouse and a speaker which looks like half a sphere O.o the most amazing thing is it even haf a remote control for itself WTH?!

walao put this side by side with my laptop i swear no one wil ever notice that there was even a laptop. this one is like the first ever touch screen computer?! the first page of the info booklet says, 'welcome to the next generation'

i tink technology has taken the speed of the F1 cars too la... damn siao. im even afraid that me myself cannot catch up can... maybe soon enuff we'll haf wad? touch screen television (i tink we haf that already) touch screen toilet, touch screen lights, touch screen security system, touch screen kitchen =D that'll be fun. or maybe a touch screen maid

im suppose to mug chem la but wad a nice surprise this is. too bad cannot bring out let pple see (its WAY too heavy) let me find a photo online and post it someday lol the screen is HUGE man, it makes everything else in the screen so small...

okok i better go mug liao barely half done can zzz

2008-08-01T10:44:00.000-07:00

the snrs are damn farnie... okok i apologise my fault okae, we din win the match (i really tot we did) maybe like what lincoln said we mentally did it, eh ur haf mr yeong to sub loh! no reason to lose right!

today another damn fun day! i was totally sleeping during math lecture la. lily sarah they all keep scolding me disgusting I am NOT loh! its jus... natural! LOL

after sch at first nth to do wanted to go check out the hip hop week or sth... was there with yuzheng (thx for the bread HAHA), cecilia, marcus, jingyi... the MAD b-boys no need to say liao la, they are jus damn zai... freestyle damn cool though i see a lot of similar moves, love the ones when they combine moves damn cool.

sarah danced too! haha that dance was nice the music damn cool but a bit short =( maybe the mat a bit small too LOL... after dat zam frisbee in the central plaza but kena caught zzz so had to move to field. my frisbee die liao la, they keep hammering across the central plaza =.=

then we played 3 - 3 hiong la cus i was like the only girl there =.= end up yangxuan jon quek and marcus one team, me lincoln and yuzheng one team... but score quite close leh! i manage to catch one scoring disc! heh heh. near the end got random pple join in then i hadta go after dat cus got CONCERT...

omg NY chi dance concert is AMAZING. they din disappoint me a single bit, i've always tot they were really impressive and they really deserve that explanade stage. its like EVERY performance is so amazing you jus keep going wow and nice! and non stop clapping.

love the duet guest performace they are damn good and the girl damn chio! and i haf to admit they super know how to use props... got one they use shadows, so they dropped down three long cloth behind shine light... so can see the figures of the three ladies really well, it was damn nice...

the umbrella dance was simply fantastic... it totally brought out that really sad feeling and the guy totally grab jus one arm one leg and swing the girl barely 50cm from the ground? DAMN nice. i only saw that one b4 in So you think you can dance and now i see it like right there... the guy damn zai la, easily can lift the girl up whether is sit on his shoulder or wad then can flip her around really gracefully...

the ending perf was nice, i liked how they reshowed the various dances, chen lili is jus damn zai... i totally nvr regretted buying the ticket in fact wanna go another time! we roughly guessed out where yen and becca i tink LOL but really, its super frigging NICE!

tmr and sun will be muggin days damn sian. but i'm getting free famous amos cookies from my dad so im NOT complaining! =DDD okae shall sleep early suppose to meet them at 10.30...

2008-07-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

today is a happy day!!!

morning was damn sian, i was super awake during bio lecture (cus is mrs sim lecturing heh heh) then chem lecture totally CMI... then during break i was super high HAHA only lily sarah and yanhui knows why =D

trning was cool! its the OFFICIAL last trning, at first not doing much stuff, jus random throwing then came the elections... i really ham tam the speech la. heres the results!

HCultimate EXCO 2009

Captains: Lincoln and Marcus
PTI: Yu zheng
General Manager: Cecilia
Quarter Master: Shan rui
Welfare Manager: ME! =DD

haha the capts really deserve it... well, they're both from Hammers! haha. the voting for PTI was damn lame shit. at first tot walk over then two other pple were nominated but then they both reject end up STILL walkover =.= yay cecilia got gm! i tink she'll really make a good GM! we're the only two gals in EXCO! shan rui wld make a good QM! haha he veh farnie one...

these are the pple i'll be working with for the nex year to bring HCultimate to greater heights. we may be a new club but hey, doesn't that mean there are even more room for improvement? really goanna miss the j2s a lot, they're still the first batch and the forefathers of HCultimate club... MUST COME BACK REAL OFTEN SNRS! since ur haf like 8 or 9 months of break after As HAHA!

after dat was SNRS vs JNRS match... haha the snrs had mr yeong to sub! damn cool but we still owned them wakaka.. played all sort of combinations, 5-2, 6-1, 7-0 LOL owned.

ordered in pizza for dinner! its was STJ i tink... then i kena bully, had to cook cup noodles for the snrs, apparently they had such a HUGE stomach not full even after the pizza. walk all the way to second floor help them add hot water can! lucky pearlyn and cecilia wif me HAHA where got welfare manager this nice one?

kk i wanna sleep man. tmr still got concert sure come home late ZZZ

one las photo for the day! i look super screwed =.=

2008-07-30T05:46:00.000-07:00

i finally changed my blogskin!!!! wakaka

previous blogskin super screwed but i found this damn cute oneee! whee~

anyways ky is at my house nowwww hahah that loser... comp spoil so came my house to sleepover to use comp =.= but im still choping it WAKAKA

okok shall not suan her anymore. since shes like behind me... here ky gif u the privilege of posting a few words on my blog:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
yishun is like, rockadubbadoo!

that IS kaiyun.

and i shall post some photos of HCultimate!

^heres my coach! Raphael John Yeong Cheng Yue! hes the coolest coach i ever seen =DDD

^the forefathers of HCultimate! kow tow
!

^ Jack hammers!!! haha my fave team!

^ the hammers again! i've got a retarded smile =.= (im the one in red btw)

^ HC Ultimate Frisbee Club! =DDDDD everyone looks so happy!

okae thats it until the snrs unlazify themselves and start sending the photos!

2008-07-30T03:02:00.000-07:00

my blogskin is screwed but i shall still post heck.

somehow i cannot see my blogskin anymore but other pple still can zzz dunno wads wrong the blogskin damn nice can!

today is damn sian day... after sch nth to do and i was jus super sian i oso dunno why

maybe cus is las official training... im like half dreading half looking forward to it...

looking forward cus it'll be a JUNIORS vs SENIORS match HAHA. thats means all the snrs are forming up one team (7 or 8 of them? jus nice form one team nia) then the rest of the j1s form the other team (which is like 10 plus 20 of us) lets burn and sky them pple!!! wakaka

and tmr still hafta make a short speech of the exco thing sian diao i tink i might jus go up and impromptu talk cock can... is hold a card and speak like a speech super toot, plus for frisbee its super weird to be so formal, i rather naturally speak so not worrying too much abt that...

but wad exactly im worrying abt i oso dunno la! SIAN. maybe scared after cca stop then everyone might drift apart? can we haf mass mugging sessions plssssss?

oh i was quite pissed abt sth actually. i can't stand people who say one thing and do another thing. if u already clearly stated a certain fact, then stop doing things which will jus prove that fact wrong! it irritates pple u know, in fact the more i see u now the more irritated i get. and can't wait for u to get out of my sight. i nvr tot you were such a person and im really disappointed to realise that. maybe thats why ive been so upset. and i feel really sorry for the people who actually took that all in.

2008-07-25T06:55:00.000-07:00

ahh. lets start wif thurs trning, the official last training FOR AWHILE. haha

i got to play handler for the first time during the actual match itself... was a really new experience but a good one... at least i was able to perform, caught quite and threw out quite a few.

tmr is the actual day!!! aiyah im so jin zhang until cannot even blog properly liao... lily's coming late so that means i'll be playing handler non stop for like 1 and a half match. hopefully the girl i marking dun burn me or haf a lot of turnovers... HAHA

everyone will get a small little encouragement tmr! i mus remember to bring! =DDD jiayou pple jus play as we normally do during trainings!

mos importantly mus enjoy the fact that this is our very first comps, the fact that we're fighting together as a team, the fact that we've come so far together and of cus, enjoy the game itself...

2008-07-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

ahhh todae is hiong la.

first bio quiz (which was okae, i came up with my own definition =.= and i screwed the las qns!!!!) then the chem clock thing. the theory i jus anyhow zam then practical was okae, we got 19 oscillations all thanx to xx's recipe! =DDDDD

trip to OCS was fun! and i realise wad one of my frisbee mate said was right, we should not be like bored or sianed by this kind of external class activities, its no harm to try, and it might turn out actually pretty fun and enriching like today's!

i love their sudden attacks! damn cool. their officers all super cool oso somemore so many ex hwachong pple! the night vision is super cool, you can see like super clearly through the dark with such a small equipment.

the shooting thing may be like really interesting to most pple, the recoil was weaker than i thought, maybe cus its fast. but the commander (is dat how u spell? hes got a red hat) could tell i was from air rifle team! then he said very good after i shot =))))

after dat came bac sch wen wif ky xx and engway for dinner... the jin ji auntie still as farnie =X and my bubble tea de pearls are DAMN hard!!! okae random anyway, pei ky to trning for awhile then we wen swensons!!!

haha got a shit i forgot wad name... anyway its jus chocolate and coffee ice cream plus LOTS of cream, and a TEENY little bit of fudge =.= totally not worth it but since is ky treat me one i've got nth to say HAHA shes damn nice la, for once =X how much was it plus gst in the end ahh?

tmr las trning!!! im still trying to recover from erm i dunno mood up downs? haix at least can use friday to rest properly... the only thing to look forward is bio lect tmr! and 1 and a half hour break which i'll probably end up ganing my math tutorial =.=

kk need go study math test oh man my blog entries are getting boring ZZZ

2008-07-22T07:18:00.001-07:00

todae's trning was absolutely embarassing. zzz

i knew it from the start la, jus dun feel veh good since start of trning, as in like not into zhuang kuang, keep having the damn sian feeling i oso dunno why.

then wad happen was we started match pretty early. i was the one marking jiahui and she managed to break through me pretty easily i oso dunno why leh. i oso like reaction super frigging slow.

then right, reaching the other end i was trying to catch her up then she managed to catch the disc. then i chiong forward try block her throw.

end up wad? hearing lots of pple ard me shouting that its a IN. then i looked towards her right. SHIT. damn the cone. 1st embarassing thing DAMN the cone.

after dat happened a damn kong bu thing... jiahui got injured on the eyebrow there din really noe wad happened but once she looked up there was a LOT a LOT of blood le... scary

then everyone's mood like dampen half... dunno leh, i partially is cus got TONS of work haven touch, somemore got 2 tests tmr SIAN ah!

ohoh then another embarrassing moment wen mr yeong got me to demostrate my WRONG move ZZZZ. lucky second time i did it well bu ran jiu diu lian dao jia leeeee! =X

hoping thurs trning will not be dat bad... oh AND I FINALLY GOT MY FRISBEE BAC!!! u pple stop laughing it i noe its a noob one compared to the others BUT BUT i finally got bac after like 3 months?! T.T so i love it a lot sia. plus its the only red one ard. =D

kae i shall end here. GET WELL SOON JIAHUI!!!!!

i wish i wun say that again in any of the later blog post everyone take care ahhh!

2008-07-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

my 200th post!

but absolutely not a happy one.

terribly emotionally unstable today, i jus can't take it.

the scenery on the fourth floor on top of the right wing is amazing. and yet it got spoiled. i looked over. and turned away.

u'll feel really stupid when u found out in the end wadever effort you put in are all wasted and nothing will come out of it.

you jus feel really stupid and dumb in the end. as in nth ever started or happened in the first place.

i could only use frisbee to calm me down. it was really cool to play with my team mates during break... and my forehand finally improved!!! =DD pearlyn played wif me b4 their trning too and it was a good one, cus i finally can sort of control my throws... stayed bac to watch the trning but they din do much la so wen home after dat

now trying to transfer all my contacts to the new phone zzz it sucks man and i dun really like this phone anyway. sian. nth is really cheering up now. the best thing is probably a nice quiet corner for me to cry my heart out. or a nice empty lake or beach which i stay there forever.

it sucks to be feeling so down. it sucks even more when u end up spreading to ur close fwens. im so glad i haf my three sisters with me, they are like the BEST. NO ONE can ever replace them and i mean it. sarah, really wish u get well soon! dun feel guilty abt us having to help u or anything okae? we are more than willing to do it =DD dun wan u to injure urself again

haix. i wish my brain was like a computer. then i can delete wadever things i wan and nvr remember them ever again. that wld be so much easier. why did i land myself in this kind of shit in the first place?!

maybe keeping off wld make me forget, but its like impossible now?!

2008-07-20T01:18:00.000-07:00

wanted to add this to the other post but realise my previous post oso veh long so shall separate this one.

sat we wen bac for morning trning... self train la and it was damn hiong, cus we non stop train same drill for damn long, the handlers no feeling la but the runners is hiong. i peifu jingyi la, she keep running deep and come bac deep then come bac still can survive...

my right thigh is screwed la zzz once i use force then will damn pain, stretch oso no use.

after trning we jus stone there waiting for daryl to go for lunch... then they started aiming the bottle thing. not easy leh, though many of them de throws super straight...

wen lunch at ps, we had our fave ice kacang again =D oh then jiawei's slippe got kicked ard secretly... jack like moved out his chair to kick it to our table and yet he totally din noe. HAHA then it was super hilarious seeing him hop ard trying to find his slipper LOL paiseh la we're damn mean but we were not the ones who started it =X

then after dat stroll awhile cus movie at 4.30 then we somehow wen into some music instruments shop, is it yamaha? then a few of them started playing piano, basically is lala jack and jiawei. the rest too noob dunno how to play? HAHA at least i oso noe one song loh! =X i tink pple who can play piano damn zai, everytime my fwens around me play i'll be like fascinated, cus i nvr got to learn =(

wish i got to learn some musical instruments sia. i got this sword model thing from buying one of the combos, damn cute can! and yet the rest of them all dun wan the other one zzz... we sat like right in the first row ZZZ and i jus had to bend my neck damn long... super suan after dat somemore is like 2 hours and 45 mins?! but the movie is nice really. the plot is jus amazing. MUCH better than the trailer =)

dinner was farnie cus we jus da bao and go to this erm shelter place sit down and eat. quite fun cus scenery nice =)) ya then we jus tok cock there haha.

las night play viwawa until 3 HAHA i own quite a bit leh =)) against ky and sherman heh heh then this morning sleep until 3 O.o zzzzzzzz

2008-07-20T01:05:00.000-07:00

i've been jus concentrating on frisbee this two weeks...

so everyday reaching home late, unable to finish my work, goes sch late, but i nvr regretted going trning even once =)

it jus seems as if u found bac ur life again haha.

sitting out and watching ur team mates play on the field is a total different thing, i did dat in friday cus had cramps and ended up as the ERRAND gal =.= but i dun mind la, since im the only one free.

watching the game is really farnie. u jus start to wonder whether u played like dat too while u're on the field cus at first the formation was so luan you dun even noe wad they are playing.

pple start running to the disc, well dats wad you are suppose to do but i mean practically CHIONGING for the disc, not caring whether there's another person beside you or not and ended up crashing into each other. dats wad happened to sarah, lily and shanrui. all i saw was tumbling over one another O.o

sarah sprained her foot, it was super scary cus i jus saw all of them go down and only sarah remain seated on the floor. tot she'll stand up in a while but she din, and everyone jus surrounded her, then u noe got sth wrong liao...

lucky nth serious... i was super scared cus from the way she held my hand like super serious but lucky can recover in 1 2 weeks' time =D

GET WELL SOON SISTER!!!!

we'll be ur fulltime maid when u come bac to sch on monday kae! =)))))

2008-07-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

okae be warned i might spam vulgarities anytime.

jus got a damn bad news during frisbee today which totally killed nearly most of everyone's spirits during trning after dat.

at first tot got sth wrong already la, as in those who were usually way earlier prepared than us for trning were not there. and came way later, in sch uni.

then we were separated into the two teams and there goes the news. everyone was jus like stunned? jus speechless... as in who won't when this kind of things happen like barely one week to comps?!

to me right, it is not the loss of three damn zai players that is point u know. it is the thing that they who formed the club, who got the team together, who guided from the noob and blur few we used to be, to where we are now, a TEAM with the goal to fight together for Hwachong Ultimate.

its jus unfair. i know we still have to accept it but its really anal. isn't it better for them to get over the comps which is so frigging near such that they can clear their minds and focus better? i believe they will perform much better seriously. what is the point?! then wads with the shit passion thing anymore?

its the same thing again like NY dat time isn't it. on and on they go abt having to haf passion when doing something so as to perform well and on and on they step on you with their stupid rules and policy and kill that passion of yours.

i can't believe its only until now that i discover all that. and its jus...

devastating.

and i can't believe i actually rant so much when i tot i was jus speechless and really dunno wad to say.

walao eff damn it im suppose to sleep already but heck la like i can sleep can. tmr is goanna be a sucky day and i like can sense it already.

pple. pls, pls jus dao me tmr if i ever were to look pissed or do anything wrong. im definitely not in the right mind.

2008-07-07T09:06:00.000-07:00

JTS was crazy HAHA.

Wanted was really nice jus a stupid ending. end up only 4 snrs came but okae la the restaurant wasn't that packed... and we jus binched. =X pearlyn is ZAI, she settled the whole bill in the end oh and i need settle how much to pay for each of the jnrs. paiseh pple you'll noe by tmr!

after dat we wen over to united square de Ben and Jerry's and guess wad? coach treated us like 40 scoops of ice cream?! wth. it cost like 88 per tub O.o so we jus sit ard in the big empty area on the first floor eat ice cream. until u swear u nvr wanna touch ice cream ever again HAHAHA

okae la glad it really turn out fun =))) totally din noe linus wilson and cecilia into cosfest laaaa! damn cool. i oso brought like more pple into this area =DDDD shud get more pple to know abt it. and soon. veh soon i'll go as cosplayer myself. im sure of it =))) jus glad to be like part of it, it's like a totally diff and secret world LOL.

kk pple. i really wan go sleep now but still gan do a bit ILP SIAN.

2008-07-06T10:44:00.000-07:00

okae im extremely sorry for letting my blog lay stagnant.

its either nth interesting to blog abt or simply not haf the feel to go blog, u get wad i mean if u're a blogger too. plus i haf like super a lot of things to settle during the weekends...

wen for Cosfest today~! but regretted greatly for not going earlier. by the time we reached was ard 4 plus 5 which was the time when cosplayers jus spam themselves all over the place BUT you barely get enuff time to 'browse through' all the cosplayers, pick ur fave ones and stalk them all the way HAHA

din really get a lot of good photos cus there were really TONS of pple =.= like more than twice las year's amt... and guess who i saw once i reached the outside of the tentage la, linus! HAHA

the best one is surely the one from kuroshitsuji... she was simply perfect as in like, practically WALKED out of the manga as said by kaiyun LOL seriously! she was like the one that i said, ' finally found a good one' after strolling in and out the tentage. plus she was with two other chars, one is the one the main char act as girl which is really nice too. the dress and hat are done to perfection. the three of them jus like wan mei. the main one oso jus nice height... plus got mother come along one! damn lucky. if wan do cosplay mus do until their kind of standard then is really awesome. placed no.1 for me for sure.

2nd one i'll probably say is the girl from naruto shit i forgot her name but shes the one who uses the damn huge fan. omg i jus LOVE her fan. at first when i first got a photo of her she wun open up her fan then after dat near the ending then got her to open it up DAMN nice =DDDD

the dgray man grp was not bad. jus dat they kept spamming bl with L =.= haha i only got a grp photo really liked the lavi but he keep avoiding/dao so can't get a solo photo ZZZZZZZZ saw a few familiar faces but not veh impressed with their cosplays this year which is really sad cus they were really good =(

yeah dats abt wad i can rememer and wad is memorable HAHA. shiing eening and tc came along too. and ky was totally the latest, came AFTER the finale =.= met amber there too love her dress! haha. glad to revive all those after so long. really wanna try out cosplay nex year or sth but its seriously costly i wonder how some of those who are even younger than us can afford...

wan to get a BJD too! zzz haix. and oh i might be going Japan this end of year with ky and xx. haven asked my parents but i tink they'll agree cus its a sch attachment programme, the Japan sch sponsor like 1k so we pay only like 1.5k =DDDD oh man it'll be so exciting. jus hopefully can get in then it'll be damn funnnnnnnnn

tmr's JTS! ahhh jus hope everything goes well and everyone haf fun =) may or may not put up the cosplay photos here cus the blogging space is pathetically small i apologise for having to read such small size words HAHA but okae i tink dats abt it. need wake up early tmr to chiong ILP zzz then rushing off for JTS... we're having movie first then dinner at Nihon Mura, seriously going broke.

dats it till i find another interesting thing to blog abt.

b4 my life goes even more boring O.o

2008-06-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

its really bad if ur holidays hafta end with a block test right at the start.

thats means for the first day of school, you go bac for a EXAM.

=.=

anyway econs sucked. nth to talk abt then jus crapped.

todae go bac sch see the wings filled with pple, a little shocked cus suddenly sch got so much pple HAHA but feels good to be bac to sch too. but i see my whole ct bench filled with pple mugging then veh stressed LOL

got presents from sarah and yanhui! =D got this Grow a brain thingy from sarah, damn cute shall try it out some time see if it'll really grow big oh and she gaf me pop up stickers too, the skull kind damn cool la! this kind super hard to find!!! LOL

yanhui gaf us necklaces... got this blue one with blue strap plus huge blue star then the other two start saying, 'xinmei u sure take that one right' LOL she say is wad venice's murano... dunno wad is that O.o but will break one so mus keep properly

todae come bac home super tired. tmr is GP paper so damn sian. suppose to chiong other subjs but i fell asleep until 8 plus then my mum call me up for dinner... she damn nice to me during exam time la seriously. haiya i was feeling super demoralised abt blocks cus everyone else like studying finish le i still at the front zzz

main point now is to survive through the week and not try to do damn well sia, i heck care le la... its a frigging 15% but i really dun care, will jus try my best to do the most. if i go over the extend will die one seriously. non stop mugging tires u out big time man.

but my mum cheered me up saying that we most likely will be going on a cruise at the end of year... so cool! super long nvr go on cruise le, now half the year gone half more year to go! =DD

okae i need buck up for blocks!!! chiong wadever i can and dats it. dun wan to push myself too far until wan die. kae ta dah! going off to mug! shan't be blogging for the week i tink...

1 down, 4 more to go!

Replying tags~

eening - HAHA ur dear snr here veh poor thing la got blocks so will be MIA for awhile...

ky - erm how am i suppose to reply to dat?

ahma - HAHA welcome bac and i missed u too!!! mus find time go out after my blocks yeah! meet up for dinner =D

ace - omg u did? how come i nvr see u??? lol pistol right? aiyah i tink my sch de pistol din do veh well either HAHA eh damn cool la! but i nvr see u =( yarh i love this skin too! super cute =D

xiao sao - haha okok. can't wait for blocks to be over!!! like seriously.

ryn ryn - u! so long nvr talk to u liao =( xinmei missed u a lot la!!!

ahma - haha ahma come chou re nao!

2008-06-14T07:25:00.000-07:00

NUSIS comps todae!!!

i nearly woke up too late like at 12 and rushed down jus nice to see xinxi and yanhui preparing =)) xx was super jin zhang la, yanhui as usual heck care one so i oso dun really need worry abt her LOL.

after helping them settle down for comp to start the rest of us were jus stoning outside, quite a lot of pple came to support sia, including some of their high sch jnrs, shi ing, zijin, jinny, chin kiat and ruthika! =D end up everyone playing wif the balloons they got from 7-eleven =.=

in the end both of them did damn well la... yanhui shot 383, xinxi 377! zainess sia... yanhui the ultimate la, only came bac from trip to Italy for a few days nvr train go straight comp liao. still can shoot 380+ =.=

oh and then right got two idiot jnrs dunno wads wrong wif them... no. 1 is yh's son, keep saying i old woman wth he still owe me two punches. and he frigging said saga is some weirdo or sth when hes like billion million times hotter than him ZZZ the other one is the wan tianchong another retard. keep kicking me for no reason plus still wan compare length of middle finger. see la tky, all bcus of u all ur jnrs haf gone retarded

tmr morning i leaving for malaysia le, probably coming bac on tue zzz but nvm when i come bac i can jolly well go enjoy my free starbucks coffee =DD cus i haf 20 dollars voucher haha. yay.

REPLYING TAGS~
eening - the whole of nex week la! or i else i gg for blocks liao haha

kaiyun - search u can come all kind of shit sia... first paul tan then jiayi's blog

lily - erm not farnie lily not funnie. haha if there really is one orange one sarah's probably goanna be the first to get it LOL

jiayi - yo jiayi!!! lol whos the someone? tky's secret admirer sia!!!

e-hui - yesh totally! thats why im like using it right, somemore got my laogong's photo =D oh yeah true. im not obsessed la, im practically his =)) oh and that song is So Hot by Wonder Girls, they got cool songs

ky - all of my notebook? did i even haf one. oh yeah maybe one that i'll like to haf veh much LOL

ps. i LOVE my blogskin GRINS

2008-06-13T09:54:00.000-07:00

yay finally changed blogskin~

i like this one a lot cus veh cute plus still haf my laogong's photo and totally describes what im like now la, absolutely bac to all my obsessions...

plus the music will onlt play if u go to the profile page!

2008-06-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

ahh absolutely nth interesting happening this few days...

kaiyun and xinxi came my house to sleep over las night, kaiyun was highing with herself as usual. LOL

today wen party world with jing like finally wen! HAHA cus only the two of us, so we sing sing sing until no song to sing liao LOL but its damn shuang.

SARAH's back! im super happy HAHA tried to call her house but no reply, super miss her! can't wait to see her on tue trning =DD and got out soon! yanhui's still in Italy =(

oh anyway i saw this damn nice transparent plastic hard cover in Apple store at Cine for my iTouch. it costs like 44.90 but got a lot of other stuff included as well I WANNA GET IT! cus mine the back got scratched like shit already ZZZ and i only wanna get either blue or transparent PLASTIC cover. thats like the perfect one. need to start saving up money!!!

haiya i decided to reply tags instead... will TRY to reply everyone...

~

replying tags:

eening - eh phone? u mean my iTouch? its not really considered a phone right? haha ehhhh come out and mug soon yeah! and lets NOT ask kaiyun along. will end up toking cock wif her one. =X

kaiyun - and u two ah, come and spam my tb but i totally haf no idea wad your toking abt MAO!

amber - AHMA! u finally come le sia! hows the trippp? got buy a lot of stuff?

kaiyun - the retard.

lily - HAHAH er din dare show u in sch cus we totally left our bags there for the whole trning? lol but not like u nvr see b4 la, yanhui has one too...

2008-06-01T10:53:00.000-07:00

thank you KAIYUN for announcing to the whole world =)

but im goanna post it on my blog anyways...

YESH i've jus got an iTouch =DDDD thrilled. was shopping ard Courts at TPY then saw the third version iPod nano (third right?) the one ky had (for free), saw the silvery blue 8GB one and was super attracted to it. nearly bought it when my parents suggested getting the iTouch instead then i was like MOUTH DROP TO THE GROUND.

lol nvr thought will ever get an iTouch seriously, it cost frigging half of 1K. O.o but i hafta pay this time la. daily allowance cut from 10 to 7 for 7 months! okae u may not think thats a lot but normally 10 bucks for three meals i used jus nice... zzz now hafta eat bread everyday...

but worth it la, its screen so big plus so slim! at first i was complaining the iPod nano screen too small, no point putting videos in it. my dad even wanted me to get the 80GB iPod instead, that is like DAMN hiong. ANYWAY, ky and xinxi shall be the lucky ones seeing it tmr! lol currently still finding a way to put videos in it, need the converter...

putting that aside, i got addicted on a new game in my PSP. shud haf tried all the games i had in the first place but im hoping to cope somemore from ky's son (erm fake one)

currently my iTouch is lying safe and sound beside my laptop, charging! haha while i find really nice photos to put inside, aka from Deviantart GRINS.

meanwhile, your can GAWK at the iTouch through the photos =D haha im sorry~!

2008-05-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

this post shall be a short one.

today's training was a really WET one. HAHA cus we jus started walking to the high school field and the thunder followed us =.= and down came the rain when we decided to stay at college field...

so wen outside audi to train. wa the three men drill damn hiong. if you're one of the 'cups' (is that how u spell it?) plus the one guarding the handler that is. i nearly wen out of breathe seriously. after dat me and eehui was doing continuous passes which was really good cus we really did continuous fast ones, very effective =)

then after awhile rain stopped so we decided to get back to the field then we nearly started a match when the rain came again! ZZZ somemore super big. so by the time everyone got back inside all drenched already. in the end the few of us trained passes in the inner plaza while the snrs were attempting to do wing to wing passes through the rain LOL

trning jus ended like dat, with pple going off for band concert... at the veh end left me, eehui, pearlynn and si jie. and we tried wing to wing passes too HAHA okae more like 3/4 of that length. i realise my throws all damn wai haix. now i perfected my backward throws (well sort of) i need to practise my forward which is ultra super lan! desperately need get a frisbee by this weekend.

oh my god my vision is like shaking all of a sudden. damn tired all over la. arms suan legs oso suan. we din even do much.

okae im supposed to keep this short =)

nex week's post will come with more photos i tink.

2008-05-29T05:24:00.000-07:00

im like feeling hot all over...

nono im NOT trying to be horny but serious i haf that burning sensation all over my skin after today's trning.

and im seriously BAKED. my arms and legs became black just after one afternoon and my face is slightly red. xinxi likes that shade of red on my face while kaiyun says i looks drunk =.=

today's trning was fun! haha we got specialised trning at first, then thr girls had to train their throws. i was really glad to be paired up with the snrs cus they're really zai. then my throws improved hell a lot im damn happy =) now i can do straight and steady throws like the snrs' but not as far la HAHA

we did the diamond drill which was okae but i tink we din perform veh well, a lot throws not good or can't catch properly. then had game play till end of trning but that was mainly positioning. tmr got trning again! but not sure wad time... 2? the coach is coming at 4. heard that we're running to that time? oh my. aiyah im jus scared of the running part seriously, nth else. but this morning they wen running, i jus reached when they came bac i can't even tell they ran! okae maybe it wun be that bad la hor =)

ohoh kaiyun sent me an email and i was super touched by it so i shall post it here!

Dear Ong Xin Mei,

First and foremost, congratulations on making your first cut to the frisbee team!
Second and not-so-foremost, thanks a lot for all the time you spent pei2 wo3 to train. From the bottom of the hollow muscular organ located behind the sternum and between the lungs with 2 atria and 2 ventricles pumping blood from the systemic circulation into the pulmonary circulation back into the systemic circulation via a series of contractions and dilations, a.k.a. the heart, THANKSSSSSSS hahaha(:

I hope you will grab hold of this opportunity and make the best out of it, be the best you can be and want to be. For the sake of the team, for the sake of yourself. You can do it if you want to, and nothing is stopping you except your own fear and reluctance. The fear of failure, and the fear of getting owned/thrashed... it exists in everyone. The more I feared, the more I wanted to drown myself in training to prove the entire world wrong. Most of all, I want to prove to myself, that I am not that bad after all.

Before you want others to give you a chance, you must give yourself a chance. This is the thing that has been keeping my faith alive(haha KAT-TUN has a song called Keep the Faith hahaha); get it into your head--before you can achieve, you MUST believe.

I know all your worries about the team spirit, and everything else from training to skills to competition. But give this team a chance, and who knows, you may be opening doors you never knew had existed in the first place. Definitely it is easier said than done, you can put your entire heart into something and end up having it eaten up/broken into pieces, but carry on fighting even though there may be no rewards or just sheer disappointment at the end of it. YOU FOUGHT, AT LEAST. Like OM, it fricking broke my heart la, but I don't regret any part of it. Same goes for frisbee, you don't give up without fighting, it is the stupidest surrender.

Change your perspective and the world changes for you; but change your attitude, and you can change the world for yourself. (which by the way, is quoting myself!! haha this line is damn cool I shall forward it to myself heh)

To quote Penny, we must put aside the fear of failure which will stop us from achieving so much more. To quote Tianchong quoting Mahatma Karamchand Gandhi, be the change you want to see in the world.

Okay that's it.

HAVE FUN TRAINING.
KKKKKKKAIYUN(:

haha. okae kaiyun, for once, i shall say you are a really nice friend =) eh i sent u bac a damn long reply too.

okae tada. i shall go do math. ahhh my life is so boring but so wad, im loving it the way it is =D

2008-05-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

my house has regained its sanity after one bunch of xiao zabos left.

yeah i meant all are xiaozabos (perhaps only except xinxi)

well xinxi and two other idiots came my house todae and totally wen crazy.

tan kai yun + wan tian chong = berserk combination, ultra repulsion!

walao i swear they nearly got my whole flat crashing down ZZZ and they finally left like just. todae suppose to mug de la. then xinxi and kaiyun wanted to come my house to mug then since tianchong has been joining us for our mugging sessions, he decided to tag along too =.=

i was such a nice host la, got table, free tidbits, drinks refill for them somemore. i tot i'll be the one kena distracted end up me and xinxi was jus too fed up with the both of them and ended up cannot mug at all

i swear i totally see another side of wan tian chong. at first still he quite quiet that kind not so hiong end up walao. a total 180 degree change until i wan him go bac to the las time him sia! frequency same as kaiyun. now u understand why is it that bad. why shooting got so retarded juniors la! i told NY already got enuff but look at the high sch like not any better O.O

tmr got trning, probably going early to sch to mug then go lunch then go trning. hope it dun end too late. i got into first cut so mus jia ba jin! like wad ky said (sometimes she does make sense) cannot anyhow give up when you are actually given a chance. and i shall frigging write a damn zai essay for collin cheong to get my frisbee back!!!

nex week will be quite hiong. got a lot of cosplay events! let me list.

5th + 6th June: Cosfest! this is the biggest cosplay event u can get in a year so if you haven been to any it'll be an eyeopener for u. its at downtown east this year, actually i prefer there to expo =X for cosplayers, photographers, pple interested in manga and cosplays, this is a MUST go =)

7th + 8th June: Cosplay & SubCulture event, haven been to this one b4 but im not goanna miss out yet another one like Streetfest so yeah. this one is lasting for two weekends and they haf diff events on each day like cosplay comp, perf, dolfie contest and lolita/punk tea parties cum fashion shows, rock band perf. basically if you're like me who loves all of the above, you jus can't miss out on this =D below are the details!

June 7th Cosplay/Anime/Games
1430hrs Cosplay Competition (Heats)
1515hrs Cosplay performance
-Naruto Sequence (SEJA)
-Anime Dance

June 8th Cosplay/Anime/Games/lolita/Dolfie
1430hrs Lolita Tea Party
Cosplay performance
-Anime Songs
1500hrs Dolfie contest & Makeover session

June 14th VK/Punk/Rock/Lolita
1500hrs Performance by LUCIFY – Rock Band
1600hrs Lolita & VK/ Punk Fashion Show

June 15th Cosplay/Anime/Games
1430hrs Cosplay performance
-Starwars Sequence (SEJA)
- Anime Song
- Anime Dance
1515hrs Cosplay Competition (Finals)

anyone interested to go tell me yeah! i noe quite a few who are going cosfest le... its more fun going wif fwens, or even better, going there and recognise pple! HAHA its damn exciting too if you recognise some of the good cosplayers there. seriously i hope the few that i like are going solo! oh man can't wait. nex week will be the best =D

2008-05-27T05:26:00.000-07:00

wen bac to coro de golden rooster to 'send' sarah off for her trip to the UK...

bet shes now skiing off some mountain and freezing to death HAHA. oops.

anyway we wen to eat lemon chicken plus ice creams at Swirls! love the pple there though not the price. here goes the photos~

^ i-screeeeeeeeams~

^omg i look retarded T.T

^lily looks like shes promoting the ice creams HAHA

^wads wif the look la yanhui!

^omg sarah and yanhui are getting married!

^ sarah loves this photo, me too! (since i took it =)
^nice ice cream stick =D

^hah this is the only time u get to see the two girls (uh hum i mean one gal plus one guy) fight it out for SNAP!

^happy family! hey we played that there too GRINS

^oh THIS one. HAHA i took it at a later part of the day. was walking bac wif kaiyun from safra then she pointed middle finger at me and i jus nice caught it =)

this is for using the wrong sign TKY! i noe you're reading my blog so sure can see. be glad i nvr post up the video.

2008-05-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

for the first time in 10 years of my schooling life (excluding kindergarden),

the last day of sch felt LIKE the last day of sch.

HAHA. we had ct dinner after sch, wen chinese restuarant which was quite smart instead of the usual restuarants like Swenson or anything else which can't really cater to that much of pple all of a sudden...

mrs toh came too! and she treated us somemore la when we ate like 190+ of food O.o shes damn nice, and said we're supposed pay her back by As for math LOL i was coughing away but okay la not that bad...

after dat wen pool. the usual place was packed already then we wen another underground one HAHA the pple there were nice enuff to let us be members =) and i personally like there better cus bigger space. Me and sarah owned one of the games against the guys! kuanhua and yifoong damn demoralised HAHA but yifoong got beginner's luck! so got in a lot of balls although is beginner...

me that day de qiu gan not bad so still played quite well =D so me and sarah were damn zai HEHE. took a lot of ct photos which i shall post here

^
^ everyone chiong for the cake with spoons! the best way to eat a cake man HAHA you can see me doing the peace sign below all the hands GRINS
^ this is the BEST photo. i din noe that kind of lighting can haf such a great photo produced... spotlight sia? anyway the two balls that im doing a peace sign over is ball 7 and 8. oh and i love my position HAHA

ohoh and im hoping to compile one photo file thing which i keep lots of my favourite photos both taken from other pple and myself... need compile for my sab after blocks too heh heh
thinking of going streetfest tmr but really not sure... i dun wanna miss out any chance of taking photos so i shall bring my camera out everytime i go out =)

2008-05-17T08:23:00.000-07:00

okae i desperately need to post abt two veh cool concerts b4 i forget all the details...

SHAKE IT~!

now i noe why all the J2 classes rushed to hand up their ordering forms early, why 12 J1 classes din get any tickets, why the sat tickets were all sold out and why they had to sell more tickets than the number of seats there were in the auditorium.

seriously, you shud be smacking yourself in the wall if you din go for that concert (unless you can't get the tickets of cus)

well apparently we started QUEUING from like 6 plus i tink when the concert is only starting ard 7.30. note, the keyword os queuing, not even going in to sit down yet. i was lucky to be quite at the front, until pple start cutting and stuff, it got really crowded already. decided to dump my bag at ct bench then while i walk bac i was like O.O OMG. the queue led all the way from the entrance of the audi to near the middle of central plaza!

its damn hiong! haha got some dancers on 2nd floor tried taking photo of it. looks like we queuing to go in some damn zai concert by some damn zai idol LOL oh then when going in its even worse. MUCH MUCH worse. cus at first already got tons of pple cutting in in the front already so u can't really see where the queue is anyway. while going in, everybody squeeeeeeeeeeeeeze in! like really push scream shout! even yt was like screeching for everyone to shud the hell up LOL

okae so we finally got in and got a seat haha. the actual concert is damn zai like really. SARAH IS DAMN ZAI! love both her hip hop and modern dances! she had this salsa dance wif CHONGTEE! ahahha i saw both of them and laughed all the way through. cus i nvr ever imagine chongtee can dance =X somemore wif sarah! they're jus a damn cute dance couple =D

they had a really zai perf which seemed like a dark ritual to me... where they worse red jackets and keep changing out of it and pass to anyone to wear it. then this girl held in the air by carlos. just two hands, and he had to swing her around and around. then she to carried ard in the air then stand right on carlos again. anyway he was looking super weird with the damn thick eye liner but okae la looks quite nice on the stage (but scary when u look closer HAHA) i tink that girl super brave la, cus its super high up, got once she even got carried by the legs while doing a split. damn zai.

got another one is the snrs performance, if i nvr remember wrongly its called one missed call. they made use of the torchlight which is obviously from Step up 2 (anyway they used hell a lot of songs from Step Up 2 cus a lot got damn nice beat) but the las part was damn zai and scary. they had this girl held up damn high, with a jacket over her head i tink. then jus b4 the black out she fell backways like dead. zainess.

the J1 and J2 B-boys are jus damn cool. their perf was one of the zui you kan tou de HAHA their instructor is jus super zai! haha and quite a few of them can do the 'swirl' thing in Step Up 2 which is super cool =) MS chen is pro oso loh!

i saw YEN NGEE and BECCA too for chinese dance! jus can't stand pple who keep critising them say damn boring and stuff. hello there are not only jus hip hop and modern dance in the whole world la. appreciate other dances pls, they just haf a veh different meaning in them la. the two of them still damn pro la, i know they were super jin zhang cus chen lili came to watch but they did damn well. all their poses were perfect, theirs more of technique larh.

the cat high concert tonight was not bad too! the Pirates of the Carribean song they played was jus absolutely amazing!!! we all wanted them to encore that song...

amber's band is damn cute larh! they all so small, the chair oso too big for them HAHA. but really veh zai! their stanrdard comparable to the high sch one...

then the beauty of the beast was damn nice too... their encore item was sheesh i forgot the name! omg its this damn nice song then they all stood up made movements during the perf so it was really interactive and cool! HAHA and guess wad song they ended with.

their SCHOOL SONG. this concert band is damn zai HAHA. and their sch song in chi! im surprised but they had a lot of fwens supporting them so can really feel the sch spirit veh strong =D

and i realise i wen for all sort of concerts... choir, dance, concert band, guitar, missed strings =( feel like going for hc's concert band sia... OMG yes i need save up money for SABODAY!!!! haha we postponed this week's to nex week. so me and kaiyun haf the whole of this week to save up money. so i die die cannot touch my extra money then can enjoy the sat on deserts =D haha okae i shall go read online manga~

2008-05-15T00:06:00.000-07:00

ahh now i only haf time to blog cus i din go sch todae...

sick la, and the medicine is making me super drowsy.

anyway nth much happening in sch la, or rather im keeping this diary which i write in sch everyday so all written inside then u noe if hafta write again in blog its damn sian =X

oh i got a super cool purse! its damn nice i swear and i added the furry gloves that amber gaf me the las time on my phone. then my clique keep saying i bimbo especially tan yanhui... pls la. jus bcus all my things are furry doesn't mean i bimbo can! =.=

yesterday's interact elections was okae... haha jus hoping the pple i vote will get in cus i really see whos good then i cross one not like some pple anyhow tick after dat then say oh no how come i nvr pick that person! =.= retarded person still come suan me of my black shoes with white socks.

tmr night got dance concert! wa seriously this is one hiong concert! probably the only one with full house so if you're not going you're totally stupid unless you can't the tickets of cus, thats how good they are... apparently 12 J1 classes couldn't get the tickets, cus the j2s knew sill like dat then they passed up the forms super early...

plus they already got more tickets than the no of seats in the audi, so if wan get good seats suer mus go damn early which is wad im goanna do =D must support SARAH and YEN NGEE!!! oh and my pri sch mate CHONG TEE! ahahha damn lucky to get tickets like yesterday so i was damn happy

sat got ahma's concert! whee~! can meet up with everyone else again haha we got late night supper! LOL

okae i dunno whether to go yishun to find kaiyun anot but apparently i haf quite a lot of things to do! =( idiot TKY zzzz but i go sure cannot concentrate one damn siannnnnn

2008-04-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

I WANNA GO KOREA!!!

met amber ahma at bishan yesterday for dinner. then we were talking abt her korea trip las year. cus they go themselves, not on package tour, so they can go anywhere they wan. plus they live in this hostel thing, which is much cheaper than hotel, then they cook themselves and all the stuff, like borrow someone house la.

but damn cheap leh, air ticket plus accomodation only 1K, the rest all is expenditure on your own stuff so u can decide how much u wanna bring. i like the idea of cooking for ourselves and stuff la, feels at home =)

then right, cus they noe a bit of korean can communicate one, so can find all the places they wanna go, like the famous places can get all the idol stuff oso the places where their performances were held. one good thing is that they always performances (everyday? veh frequent la) at certain places like mini concerts held by different companies like Music core, Music Bank, Mnet Countdown where they gather all the famous bands to have live performances. so it is confirmed u can at least see them once if u get a seat in one of those 'concerts'

in other words, it is damn easy to see your idol as long as they are quite famous and you haf all the info of where they are at that time and of cus u make the effort to go find where the place is la. its veh exciting cus hello, imagine if u like this foreign band for like more than one year, but nvr got to see them even once, only through photos and music. then finally u haf the chance to actually see them perform live...

its a dream come true. and u might even haf the chance to pass them presents if you're lucky. that is how close u can get. thats why i die die wanna go. i dun wan to go on a package tour with my parents can, its damn boring. now i need to convince my parents to let me go alone with my fwens. oh man thats tough, cus my mum suspects that all my fwens are like gangsters and one of the worst pple in the world. u get wad i mean, she NVR trust my fwens. =.=

anyway din go to sch todae to go see doc. sian la. i need to do my 5 items by fri can. dun care la. hopefully it hurry up heal i can still do. wun affect much i tink probably except shuttle run and standing broad jump? heck la.

hmm maybe i'll order mac in ltr cus im jus like damn lazy to go out and get dinner. but i've been eating mac like shit a lot la. SIAN. until i can memorise all the prices and get the best deals liao.

currently i dun haf anything to do! okae la got sch work but then jus dun wan to touch them. SIAN...

i need to get a life. like again.

2008-04-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

i swear i'm not suffering from any disease that make me fall all the time.

okae maybe i do.

well thats wad my parents thought when i told them i fell down.

like AGAIN.

omg ONGXINMEI! i absolutely feel embarrassed and sad for you to fall down a second time in like less than two months' time?!

and its absolutely stupid to say that i don't want to walk anymore cus im scared of falling down.

=.=

zzzzzzzzzz dun ask me pls. i really haf no idea how i did again. how stupid can i get la! wad the shit. my original smooth skin plus all the 'chio' cell membranes (copyright from TKY) kena destroyed bcus of me can

it happen like right after i wen out of house to meet ky at np. my jeans got torn la met ky, chin kiat and huiying at bk. they were all mugging probably except ky who was busy drawing her CHIO cell membrane...

then after dat me ky and chinkiat wen arcade. guess who we met. okae no need guess cus everytime go there will see him de. haha todae he damn nice, he taught us how to change the menu, difficulty plus change to auto bass. somemore tell us all the easy songs.

cus we haven been progressing much la, keep playing the same songs. then he was saying like dat time with auto bass he can play until the 50 (difficulty level) but then add auto bass then drop all the way to like 19 which is ard our standard. so mus auto bass first but still practice leg until can le then add. haha he oso say those who play with autobass not for practising one no use de, he oso dun like LOL zai right. till now we still dunno his name =X

then we wen bukit timah plaza get my frisbee! i got the red one and marcus is like complaining same colour as him but i'll get kaiyun help me draw something cool on it so it'll be much different =) shall bring to sch tmr so we can play during break

yesterday de guitar concert was not bad. their guest performers are jus zai but they din haf a lot of J1 perfs. =( but saw sheena though haha. fun fun! club serve we had like a amazing race not bad la their games. got some stupid i/cs for their games though who kena scam by us LOL

after the concert wen supper with jing, mogie and a bunch of her fwens... that bunch of fwens are jus damn lame and farnie. they were doing this exothermic reaction thingy and i kena scammed -.- zzzzzzzzz

it was super duper late la. suaning mogie is fun =X chiong home wif huijuan they all. lucky still got bus sia! okae i only did a bit of my cell membrane tutorial. i haf like 3 plasters on both my hands pls tell me how am i goanna write properly?

♠xinmei my parents think im suffering from some disease that make me fall down all the time says:
i haf 2 plasters on my right hand, 1 on my left
♠xinmei my parents think im suffering from some disease that make me fall down all the time says:
2 bigger white plasters on my left knee plus leg
♠xinmei my parents think im suffering from some disease that make me fall down all the time says:
and 1 more plaster on my toe =)
40508S67 says:
oh
40508S67 says:
that sounds bad
40508S67 says:
let me see you tmr

thank you so much jingyu. you made me feel so much better man =.=

and im like damn sleepy la SIAN.

2008-04-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

todae is extremely hilarious.

it started with a HUGE realisation by Lily of who Eric is. LOL and she was totally diaoed. i shall not reveal who he is, but hes jus a really cute guy called Eric Ong. current boyfriend of lily, yanhui and sarah =)

i realise econs i can understand lecture better without my notes can. cus i'll look at the slides and listen to wad the lecturer is talking abt then take down notes on fullscape paper. at least better than not knowing anything at all. i tink i shud do that for every lecture (cus todae one i forgot to bring the notes haha)

PE was a total slackkkkkkk. some of the class pple did 2.4 i decided to do the 5 items nex week with Vic-ki! the four of us were jus like strolling and playing around the track damn farnie. after dat wen to play badminton awhile wif kaiyun super fun, veh long nvr play le!

played a little frisbee during break. i got a bit of my shou gan bac like finally. but throwing still suck like shit... need to train la but need get frisbee plus someone to train with. maybe i shud go get it on sunday since nex week not so busy like finally.

after sch wen got igroup meeting. it was not bad la i wld say, good progress. zhaorui is dressing up as pirate tmr HAHA and im suppose to bring my pirate hat plus bandana but i can't find it! =X

then wen serene centre with lily to eat dinner. we were spazing there la and someone was like complaining to me how she found out that she fell in love with a *** hahahah. damn farnie. after dat right, i totally came up with a cool thing la. i combine both their names and guess wad i got?

LIKE! zai la totally. i bet she totally cheered up after dat. and now she loves eric more GRINS.

we wen island cremery oh man the ice cream simply RAWKKKKKKK hahaha and im like spending the whole day with her tmr again! whee~ hahaha shall cam whore whole day but need bring a lot of clothes sian. and i dunno wad to wear to sentosa tmr zzz. will reach home damn late cus going for guitar concert... i haf a damn busy saturday man.

okok im a bit like nothing to do but i shall read my newly bought manga. buy liao but nvr had a time to read. oh shit its like 11 plus already damn it

2008-04-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

i need to make a police report.

someone's been missing for 48 hours!!!

i swear something has happened to him. im pretty sure.

todae another sucky dae.

okae not really that sucky. its jus a normal day, cus i tink yanhui had a suckier day than me HAHA. she kena suaned by one of our classmates plus cheong and kena called up to read out the ans for summary so everyone can copy HAHA.

todae after sch wen wif ky to see her jap buddy damn cool la! but i got caught for sneaking into 3rd lang centre =X but seriously shes cool though is local.

my saturday is completely booked with LILY! hahaha basically the whole day i'll be wif her. in the morning got this compulsory seminar thing in sch then hafta rush off to clubserve which is at sentosa and then go bac to sch in the evening for Esperanza zai right lucky nex week no test or anything. like finally

okae i haf like the rest of econs tutorial 12 (which i absolutely haf no idea how to do), the whole of math tutorial 8 and a frigging AQ to finish by 12 but i feeling tired already. shall go get a cup of green tea, my house always got a free flow of green tea GRINS.

my gum on the right side of my mouth hurts. so i hafta move all my food to the left side to chew. anything that touches it is damn painful even mash potato =(

2008-04-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE F***

why did i frigging screw up my interview?!

wad the shit. all i had to do is to relax and express myself properly. and i would haf easily gotten in like all the rest of the 25 pple.

and i jus had to be the lucky 4 who kena kicked out.

wad the shit i jus hate myself la seriously.

I JUST EFFING HATE MYSELF.

why can't i jus express myself properly!

why am i so bad with words?!

as in, wads wrong with being bad with words?!

okae. its my fault. i've told myself. if i din get in, it is ALL my fault

my fault for screwing up my interview.

i should haf known.

but i really wanna get in.

i guess being passionate but unable to express and convince pple is a sad thing.

so seriously passion isn't everything.

in fact its not that important.

wad can i do?!

i can only prove myself through actions since i suck at words.

but apparently i don't even haf a chance to do that.

my life is screwed.

i dunno wad i am doing.

wad is the point of doing anything now?!

like i said. it is all or nothing.

everything jus shatters seriously.

eff it LA. walao. now my whole jc life is SCREWED.

just bcus of a frigging screwed up interview...

2008-04-21T05:49:00.000-07:00

i frigging slept only one hour las night cus of the bio test.

and guess wad mos of qns tested on...

ENZYMES. which is like the already tested topic in the previous test. apparently everyone focused on cell membrane and DNA which were the new topics and barely any qns came out. somemore they las min changed the essay qns at first which is on cell membrane to another one on enzyme.

GG.

heck la. i din haf enuff time, every qns jus meng write, can't even process my thinking properly so all the phrasing ans expression shud damn suck. i hope the ngoh understand wad im writing HAHA

was damn tired jus now until i say Suju M stuff. walao ryeo wook and henry looks super ulber cute larh! i totally wake up liao. henryyyyyyy dunno how long nvr see him since Don don dat time. im not really interested in yet another random grp come out from suju, but got henry! ahhh i jus love him cus hes so chubby and cute la!

tmr got interact exco interview. i haven't really prepared for it =X hope they dun ask too tough qns mine is at like 5?! haix. but nvm im goanna go buy manga after dat! me and kaiyun, actually is me found this damn cool manga called hei zhi shi, with super zai drawing and all like gothic, lolita that kind so im like i so need to get this. shall get the three books tmr =) and i need to get IKEA boxes to store all my manga properly and nicely. i got back to tsubasa chronicles! it got really exciting near the end la so yeah HAHA

im feeling damn drowsy now but got stuff to do leh sian. wed still got chem SPA, damn means tmr come bac need revise the SPA. zzz

oh anyway i haven said anything my crush on my blog yet haha. yeah now im talking abt it. anyway i get to see him at least once a day =D todae was super frigging close. haha hes undeniably cute la. oh and i saw him twice todae! lucky~ i sound like a stalker =X

okae i shall hurry finish wad i hafta do and go sleep.

2008-04-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

i NEED to blog todae.

the las few days i kept reminding myself, "go home 1st thing: BLOG!!!" but then once i sat in front of my laptop, reached the blog posting page, i'll end up not typing anything, get sian-ed and decided not to post though i haf lots of things to say ZZZ

okae so todae i mus blog.

talk abt todae first, if i can still remember all the interesting stuff that happened the past few days then i'll blog abt them =)

this morning woke up at like 7 plus cus got St luke hospital visit and had to travel all the way to Bukit Batok. apparently the two i/cs right, one actually asked the other to morning call him jus in case he oversleep then end up right, that person was one of the earliest and the other was late, made everyone else (including the snrs) wait for him =.=

then we were separated into levels to visit the wards, then every level had sort of a person in charge. then at first i was like eh how come my name not called yet. then i heard my name kena called for person in charge for level 4 wards. stunned. totally had no idea b4 dat

but okae la, i was working with cool pple, kelly and lik tak, yibing was with us too. kelly's damn cool la, she plays the guitar really well, i admire her courage to jus go up to the elderly on bed and talk to them... cus at first i was a little bit like dunno how to approach them and scared kena rejected but surprisingly they really enjoyed our visit =D yibing is veh good at finding topics to talk to them too, that was one of my weakness too, though i got a little bit better near the end.

after dat the concert right, though not a lot of elderly was there but it was more than i expected la and im glad the nurses entrusted them to us... me and marcus had to dance fac dance, like only the two of us?! apollo oso got but only the two pair of us the rest all stand aside and see. and the worst thing is i kena seen by my fwen!!! walao shinjuju totally smsed me saying that 'wow you can dance' then i was like O.O O.M.G so qiao she was there doing volunteer work too! OH MY! fancy meeting at this kind of places, aiyah but we din meet, din haf time =(

then during evaluation right, everyone had to say like strength and weakness and all the stuff, so i commented that the event wun be always turn out as planned (in fact it never does) it's always very different from wad u think and then things always pop up randomly or suddenly during the actual thing so we shud learn how to sui ji ying bian and respond and adapt to these changes fast enuff, and oso shud take more initiative, like zu dong go forward to talk to the elderly cus they'll probably not be so open to you at first unless you start talking to them.

then after dat when yibing commented right, i was tinking 'isn't those all the points that i made' haha but phrased in a better way la, apparently i suck at expressing myself... but yeah i guess is bcus we were visiting the same wards so probably had the same thoughts la. wen lunch with a small group of them then had to go bac sch to meet sarah. was chatting on the bus with weilin (one of the i/cs) and he was veh farnie cus he like couldn't sleep the night b4 bcus of the event todae! HAHA i was amused.

yeah i guess being the organiser mus haf been stressed but seriously i tink he and marcus really did a great job and can see they put in a lot of effort. cus i tot normally guys wun put in so much effort in doing this kind of things (from wad i heard from lily abt her i-group LOL)

wen Queensway to but cleats with sarah, we managed to find really pretty ones though its not as cheap as lily's but i like mine a lot la, its black and white quite plain; sarah's black and orange as usual her fave colour =) heard from her how her preparation for dance night, sounds super cool and YES im definitely going

after dat chiong PS to meet kaiyun and ruthika, they were at gelare mugging lol ruthika wen first while me and ky wen to one damn cool jap restaurant called, erm okae i forgot the name. anyway they haf damn nice deserts, we ordered a Macha Parfait and a Mango Sundae, wa HEAVENLY. the lighting there was damn nice too so we cam whored a lot, here comes the photos!

the pretty lightings at the restaurant!

we're sitting at the nice round chairs!

erm. kaiyun and her chopsticks =)

i look super stupid zzz

yes kaiyun, we know you're obssessed with middle fingers

ahaha i caught her looking absolutely spastic

erms. she claims that shes TRYING to act cute (but failed apparently. lets jus forgive her since its her birthday =D)

failed photo of both of us (im sorry waitress)

even my screwed zi pai looks better (GRINS)

omg here comes the ice creams =))))))

=.= kaiyun, dun eat up my share!

she wants to act cute but dun wan to be seen -.-

okae turn away and look at other photos RIGHT NOW! stop staring at this one!

click on the photo itself if u wanna see the clearer and uncut one

SO we decided that every third saturdays of every month will be "SABO-DAY"! (the restaurant's name had a sabo in it) HAHA then we'll invite a guest to join us each time and try the food there. pure indulgence! LOL okae i choped that form Bakerzin's menu tagline. anyway its jus damn nice la.

yeah that's abt it for todae. i guess my class is enjoying themselves at Sentosa beach now, i paid for the ticket then i las min din wan to go. partially is cus i tink it's goanna be quite screwed no matter wad la, jus look at the other facs la, their fac outings are so cool la... if my passion for ares din diminish bcus of the fac comm, i wld have killed myself for not going.

oh and im running for Interact fac comm! oso dunno why suddenly the passion wanting to run, cus i really wanna try organising events with one grp of pple, damn fun la! especially if you're working with cool and fun pple =D got through the first round which is the form one, my interview is nex tue oh no. aiyah im jus no good with words can. but okae la i'll try my best =) there are like 26 other pple running for 12 positions... im hoping to get clubserve but i tink there are tons of other pple running for that position too so it'll be damn hard so i decided to try for other positions as well.

oh erm i talked abt so much stuff that im totally forgetting that i haf bio test on mon damn it. okok i found myself a new goal and that is to ACE THE TEST WHICH IS THE HARDEST TO ACE =)

I'm goanna ACE bio test!!!!

i believe i will. =D

2008-04-12T21:16:00.000-07:00

i haven been blogging since i dun even noe when

had to chiong props all the way till the actual day itself,

the day itself proved that all our efforts has gone to waste.

we were quite screwed from the beginning actually, jus dat finally can see everyone working and rushing together jus b4 the competition so it wasn't dat bad.

we really thought we would win.

i was super nervous cus i had a lot of backstage 'scenes' plus my hat and card, but i was quite focused on the skit itself, so din hear the crash at the side. but barely b4 half of the skit, i turned around to look, hoping to see them still putting weights and going well, but it was all empty. everything was cleared.

din bother to even stay for prize presentation, why stay to hear other pple cheer and scream, which will make you feel even worse? wen straight to meet yan hui and sarah at novena, shopped a little and wen STJ.

i survived the impact quite well im surprised, at first i tot i would not be able to take it too. but i guess i knew it would haf happen. though no one knew the insides, they would not haf let us go US jus like dat, its way too easy.

but im really glad for those who supported me all the way and comforted after the thing... i've got a thank you list

firstly to AMBER, omg she totally shocked me when i was abt to start performance and she was jus standing right at the side. and she bought us sunflowers! im jus super glad to see her la. she lost her way to ACSI, somehow managed to find her way to ACSI, and also to the multipurpose hall! ahma you're damn zai, im sry for not picking up your 14 missed calls =( love you lotssss!

to SARAH, LILY and YANHUI, sisters! ahh without your i cannot survive through classes la! seriously, lucky got your in class, or i wld haf died long ago. im really sry for my mood swings, it wun be like this anymore (hopefully) ahh and i feel super glad to see sarah that day in sch while me and ky wen bac to sch like 8 plus to do om, cus was feeling super down then saw her in sch! HUGGGGGGGGS, im okay already so dun worry yeah!

to XINXI, thx so much for helping us!!! haha me and kaiyun will go run to you when we're damn upset and wanna cry la... you're our emotional support! aiyah really, arigatogozaimasu!

to EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAF HELPED US OR CHEERED US ON, thank you to all of u! im sry if i missed anyone (i hope i dun) but currently a bit on a rush i haf a math lecture test tmr! gg really.

i haf one stack of math notes waiting for me damn sian. then chem class test coming up oso zzzz its hard to catch bac sia. i dun feel sad for myself actually, i feel sad for other pple who worked even harder or helped me during the whole thing like

KAIYUN! haix. i dunno wad to say really. its no doubt you've put in ur best. take it easy yeah? i tink you shud haf guessed it would turn out this way and i tink its better too though tough...

my mum! she made my whole costume la... sheesh make until super frustrated and stressed now im not even wearing it anymore.

i sort of haf forgotten all the work i've put in already, instead im feeling sad for all those i missed. its so hard to catch up. and its not worth it at all to miss them in the first place. okae better go now.

haix i feel so tired...

2008-04-09T07:12:00.000-07:00

i cannot stop crying.

i jus cannot stop crying once i tink abt not even winning OM nationals on Sat...

i dun wanna a frigging silver or a effing bronze, i rather get nothing than those two.

can u believe it, im already crying jus thinking abt not winning it (touch wood, cross fingers) and i cannot stop crying.

i dunno why is it like dat this year la, las few years i dun even care whether we're goanna win or not, the winning is jus like a bonus.

this year, winning is EVERYTHING. i don't care how much hard work the rjc team has put in (this is selfish but i really dun care), they're jus goanna let me win the frigging thing cus i cannot lose. i jus dun wanna lose. even if u kill me i oso wun believe they haf put in more effort than me or haf props, structure or skit better than ours.

i dun frigging care if the others wan the gold trophy or not. i dun even wanna care abt my two test i haf tmr. not even 2.4. i jus wanna enjoy myself performing on sat, make sure the structure dun crush so early or better still dun crush at all and hear our names get called for the 1st position during the prize presentation. i wanna run along the path to the front onto the stage, shake hands with the one giving the prize, get the gold trophy in my hands, hold it high up while hearing the cheers from the pple supporting us. i missed that, i really miss it really badly. i miss it so badly i wan sat to come faster so i can experience it again.

i can't even imagine wad will happen if sth bad happen on that day (touch wood) i seriously can't. the other members probably can get it over with like in seconds or hours but i tink i wun be able to even if you gif me one week. yeah and i'll probably lock myself in my room for the rest of nex week and emo to myself. cry till my eyes drop out or the whole room flood. its not being a bad loser or wad, it is jus not worth it at all after putting in so much.

i swear i gaf in so much i deserve more than the gold trophy this is probably the las year im probably goanna do om i dun wan to end it with a fullstop but a exclamation mark like wad kaiyun said. and its totally not worth it for her either. she puts in so much i swear, it nearly cost her life.

it is not to sympathise with us or wad, its not even plain wanting to win the other team such as not to lose face, but rather its giving us wad we really deserved.

oh damn i dun even noe whether to look forward to or not to to Sat. i tink i'll freak out. both b4 the competition and the revealing of results.

im sorry pple, my mood swings this few days are goanna be crazy. pls bear with me, cus me myself dun even noe wad im going through.

maybe till after sat then i'll regain bac my sanity.

2008-04-03T07:50:00.001-07:00

frisbee training was damn funnnn!

haha okae it wasn't really counted as a training, we jus practised passing and catching after the coach taught us how to play in an actual game...

the snrs are one crazy bunch haha they keep trying to aim for the toilet outside the audi (cus we were there due to the rain) oh then they even tried throwing the frisbee upwards to the library there, nearly hit someone's head, lucky he blocked it fast enuff wif a frisbee LOL

but they are really zai one, see their throws all veh wen and strong, want it go where it will go where that kind... then my first actual practice which was super screwed up cus i din really noe how to hold and throw... can't even aim la! sheesh but it got better la, jus need a lot more practice thats why i need get a frisbee of my own! then the J1 flickers can oso play during break or sth...

everyone wen dinner (okae not everyone) but mos of the J1 gals and snrs (there isn't any snr gals i tink) wen KAP for dinner... crapping all the way la, it was actually quite fun, cus the snrs are seriously crappy and lame and my batch de gals super fun to be with!

okae we wanted to meet after sch tmr play awhile but no one has a frisbee =( oh and i heard from lily and sarah that the actual training much more tiring, cus of the drills and the game itself (cus need run up and down a lot) oh no i scared leh, ltr cus my stamina so bad then only me lag behind i dun wan! really wanna do well in frisbee, my two jiemei already so zai i can't lag behind!

OHOH and i got into interact! =) okae alot of the pple who wen for the interview got in i guess but mine is my snr personally tell me de (cus shes the president) then nex week got two meetings already... quite on ah! haha but i haven decided on my comm serv leh zzz all the timing damn weird tue and thurs got frisbee trning, friday end sch damn late, i'll probably haf ta go on mon, cus wed got general meeting

oh no b4 that no CCA damn slack now everything starts coming! Interact: general meeting every wed, comm serv every mon; Frisbee: training on tue and thurs. okae erm so im left with friday? which ends sch at 4?! oh my. its getting busy...

and OM! haiya i feel damn guilty la, din noe ky was waiting for me after trning im really sorry!!! cus i tot the judo pple will be going since they haf no trning then my trning oso end veh late, after dat wen KAP for dinner, then ky called me... im sorry kaiyun! i promise to chiong wif u on fri, sat and sun! >.<

tmr is quite slack cus only got two tutorials, plus one is free period cus tutor got course... but long day la sian after dat need do OM... okae now im like alone at home! cus my mum wen bac malaysia. i seriously hope i dun wake up late tmr, shall continue a bit of math b4 i go to sleep... ta dah~

2008-03-25T07:09:00.000-07:00

todae is miracle day.

the mos miraculous thing happened to me.

you wun believe it trust me.

shall leave climax near the end haha. todae snrs had their las paper which was bio then in morning while we were abt to leave ct bench, i was standing near the end of the snrs ct bench (cus our bench is at inner end, snrs bench at the outer end so i was standing at the other side waiting for yanhui they all to come over to go for classes)

okae then this male 'teacher' happen to walk pass me and asked me how come i was injured, so i jus treat him like any other teacher and answered all his qns. then i tot he was quite familiar plus not my tutor why randomly talk to me? after the conversation right, the snrs were like laughing and 'cheering' at me (after he left) and i finally realise who that was...

Mr Ang! our principal LOL and my mortal was like, 'jus reject him la, hes too old for you...' WTH?! and they were making fun of me jus bcus the principal jus talked to me? i noe its damn rare la, no one knew how come he suddenly came by the wings and start talking to random pple. then i kena laughed at. zzz

oh then during chem tutorial oag was like half an hour late, if only sarah din call her (but cannot la haha) then she gaf bac chem test. surprising half of the class guys got second highest (ard half la and no need to guess who got highest) i got 16... then got hongpao! haha goal reached =) finally can slap oag in the face for suaning me like hell for doing so badly for my las test, my aim for this test was such that she'll award me the hongpao for improvement from the las test...

here comes the climax. during bio lect (ngoh was still successful in cracking the whole audi up with his not-supposed-to-be-funny-but-funny jokes) then this new bio tutor came in... first impression no good liao, she made like 5 pple sit right in front at the cushion seats for the rest of the year?! no wonder ngoh kept warning us. poor yiming damn unlucky, anyway shes goanna become the nex oag la, jus that more widespread such that the whole bio cohort will probably noe her. the Terrorist.

anyway she was showing us the average marks for each class for the lecture test... not bad leh 78 still like third in whole cohort! (not counting SMTP class, they siao one, everytime the bar damn tall =.=) but none of the class de average passed. it was like 16, 17... upon 40. LOL after dat wen lecture ended then all the classes left we asked ngoh show us our marks on the projector (cus he was the lecturer anyway) then immediately i hear some pple saying who got 21.5 (which was quite zai cus pass) while i still looking for my name...

and then i say my marks. 22. okae. looks through whole list. stun. look through whole list again. then i hear kh saying (i tink is kuanhua cus i was still stunning). 'walao xinmei got 22, xinmei, you damn gay la' O.O okae. i realise 22 was highest. wth?! at that time dunno to be happy or wad. and i was tinking ngoh got my marks recorded wrongly or sth. i NVR get highest in class one pls. anyone in 402 will noe. my bio class test always one of the last in class?! this time one is seriously miracle.

tell anyone of my fwens they'll be shock cus las time i always keep procrastinating abt bio and how frigging bio tests suck cus of all the info to remember. pls, i tink this is totally tyco, it is totally IMPOSSIBLE for me to get highest in class again for the nex test seriously. maybe lao tian pity me for staying up the whole night jus to revise for this test. yeah i haf a feeling this is the first, only and last test im goanna top the class. okae i dun wish that to happen though lol. but seriously pple, is not i zai seriously, its plain luck, so xinxi, get the fact that im NOT smart. yeah i can accept i mugger but no way i smart.

but then i realise right, getting highest will make one more stress la, cus if like nex test you dun perform as well, thats means ur first test get highest is really tyco one. haiya. let me jus feel good for once (it has been damn long since i ever did well in a test) but hafta thank ky oso, i tink she taught me a lot of stuff then i understand better. sorry if this sounded as if im boasting cus i hardly ever get any chance to be happy abt doing well in academics seriously.

tmr having ct breakfast at KAP. wad time, 9 am. they zai. dat means i hafta wakt up at 7. and now i still haven sleep yet. and i've so much work to do! gg. everyone like finish all the work liao harlow hardcore mugger ong xinmei haven touched her math tutorial 7a, econs tutorial 7c and chem bonding wksht?!

oh u realise i din talk abt my math test at all cus its damn screwed, hopefully its the only and last ever math test i'm goanna fail damn it.

i hope i dun like i over dressed tmr. and yes sarah, i shall bring my silver bag =)

2008-03-23T05:04:00.000-07:00

two whole days of painting.

the backdrop is finally done. okae 97.6% done =)

all thanx to pple-who-did-om-just-bcus-they-wanna-go-US-and-haf-no-idea-how-much-commitment-they-haf-to-put-in, we kena pangseh only left me and kaiyun to paint the whole backdrop ourselves. its so different from las two years la, at least everyone attended the meeting and all worked together. now we're like barely two weeks from Internals?!

eh harlow i was INJURED and still went la. its really two whole days man i almos stayed over at ky's house... but at least we got sth done muscle ache everywhere ah! you shud haf seen how i painted la, damn unglam cus backdrop damn big and if u dun wan to get urself painted too, you'll haf to resort to really awkward ways of standing and painting at the same time.

and bcus of that i totally did NONE of my work. and i haf a LOT to do zzz. and an econs test nex mon which i totally haf no time to mug. and i couldn't go out wif amber and ryn! ZZZZZ oh and im like eating bread for dinner =)

okae need to run already... came jus to procrastinate im so sry... need to think of things to write in my Interact form too. hopefully i pass the first round (normally i sucked at filling application forms, it never gets through T.T)

2008-03-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

i wanna be rich.

i really really really wanna be rich.

then i can shop like Yanhui. you know u jus accompany her shop right, the nex time u go shopping wif someone else, u'll feel like getting everything u see =X

ONG XIN MEI's situation:
No. of things to buy: infinity
Amount of money available: none

oh yet another thing enuff to let me emo for the rest of the weekends at home. my stupid wounds... sian now i can't even bend my knee properly, plus cannot go out unless is with my mum. but okay it wasn't that bad la, wen out for lunch managed to get a really nice bag and a shirt. i need more clothes seriously.

one of my good fwen got herself a boyfriend! but that guy is like 6 years younger than her and like 1 year younger than me? she zai la... but sweet la haha really happy for her, hopefully the guy really treasure her cus she is such a nice gal la or else i'll qin zi go smack him =)

okae apparently im TRYING to do Differentiation. math is probably the ONLY subj i'll do sth even if the tutorial not so soon... okae maybe for bio oso haix.

TAGS REPLIED!

sheena ~ true la, but apparently that day i had cramps then totally sat down at one corner and emo... =X

weekian ~ u tag my tb call lily for wad? some more call so many times, wrong blog la! u come here xin zai le huo i fell right!

lily da jie ~ wa cck everyday ah? i dun mind la, not veh far from Yishun anyway HAHA but u say until damn obvious la! and when i said to huiping that i'll tell my fwen that i was planning to tell YOU! LOL but my plasters not cute one! T.T all huge huge white white or brown brown long long one! =(

2008-03-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

im the most unlucky person in the whole of singapore...

FOR TODAE.

no one else can beat the things i encountered todae man. anyway we had Ares cip! it was actually quite fun, cus there were a lot of good food plus games, and the bonus is the kids! haha but i had a really bad stomach ache =( so bad till had to sit down all the time then lily, sarah and yanhui had to accompany me sit down on the floor while i emo and fell asleep there =( that was the first bad thing that happened.

after dat we wen ct outing at this Settler's cafe in holland i tink... where u can play games and eat at the same time, they haf blockus! omg i simply love that game but its 52.80! oh man.. then while going home, kuanhua and sarah were trying to climb this damn high the hill while i was trying to film it down... then while turning to the other side, i din see the huge kurb and fell hands, legs, face all down...

then i couldn't get up at all! omg u noe normally when u fall u'll immediately get up but at that time i dunno is still shocked or feeling pain in a lot parts of body then totally stone there until lily they all came to pick me up... thx lily, sarah, yanhui and yisan! they all tried to clean my wound by providing me all the stuff can... i noe yisan offered her water, then the plasters came out of nowhere, but still thanx to all four of ur! you guys are the bes la...

haix. but okay la, i wasn't really feeling veh moody after dat or wad, its only when i came home and bathe... cus it was super painful (i had three wounds) then i thought abt how suai the day was and broke down la... somemore hafta deal with these wounds for at least a week... im liek patched all over.

tmr is yen ngee's birthday!!! haha we're going for her birthday dinner tmr!!!! and watching movie i tink... ahh die i owe so many pple presents =(

ohoh! i almos forgot! guess who i met yesterdae while i was going home from cip! LESLEY!!!!! omg cus shes coming down the escalator while i jus came up from the below one then i saw her so stood in front of her... haha we see each other stun for awhile then hugged! ahhh super duper ultra long nvr see her le... plus now her sch and amber de sch super near leh! then can go dinner together! T.T i miss having dinner with them! nex time mus remember to call them when i dun haf anything in sch^^

im goanna watch step up ltr! on my laptop, cus las few days got test then no time watch... anyway ever since i came home tonight right, then keep smelling this weird weird smell. after i bathe right and sit in front of my laptop i still smell it... at first tot is the house got weird smell then...

i tink its my feet =X

Replying tags!

ace ~ pistoler! hahah okae i used to shoot rifle then i change to pistol but currently i dun shoot anything at all HAHA (changed CCA)

ee ning ~ ehh i oso dunno lol oh yeah zijin totally like borrowed chi dictionary from me the day b4... smsed me while i was mugging for chem test =.=

huiping ~ OMG! how did u manage to find my blog?! hmm, from my ct blog? lol super scary leh! now mus think b4 saying anything liao OH NO! haha kidding a lot of pple stay in cck sia! that time i wen there cus wan buy stuff la... yeah i'll tell my fwen who likes bryan a lot! LOL

2008-03-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

i HATE todae.

screw the damn math test.
screw todae.

and pls dun come and tell me 'its jus a math test' cus i'll probably jus smack u in the face.

im sry for such a bad temper and i know u're probably thinking why the hell im so worked up over jus a math test.

well apparently, i dun tink u'll feel veh good either if you've jus screwed up the subj u're suppose to be good at (at least better than all the subj) and thats probably the ONLY subj u can do well in...

and i haf absolutely no idea why the tutor wun count the previous test which everyone did well at and count this one. since i screwed up this one which is actually considered as two tests, i jus crossed out two slots for the best five class tests taken in assessment.

now you shud understand why im so upset.

PLUS i still haf chem test tmr which i totally haf no mood study.

as in, what IS the point of trying to pass chem when im failing my math?

wad the heck, tmr better be a MUCH better day. and my chem test better okay and let me get such good marks that the chem tutor wld praise me for improving from the las test.

it has to be.

it better be.

or else i'll blame everything else for giving me such consecutive bad days.

and that is DAMN unfair. so it better be a good day since todae is already a bad one.

2008-03-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

for the first time,

I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS TO END!!!

=X i admit that i've been mugging the whole week, though not veh productive... but it SUCKSSSSSSSS. omg muggers haf NO LIFE. no life at all. pple, if u were deciding to become a hardcore mugger for the rest of ur jc life, pls THINK TWICE.

om was damn slack, cus we were all damn tired... i tink i was the one doing the mos stuff la (which was iron the backdrop cloth =.=) and zijing, who drew the words on the backdrop. we're super lagging and barely a month left to internals... but it was actually quite fun, we end up mugging which was advantage to me cus i haf like two frigging test nex week, chem plus math... chem still halfway through the notes maths not really touched im dead la damn stressed i oso dunno why

i tink is bcus i mugged too much during the holidays thats why im like so stressed. or maybe cus im damn scared i'll end up las again for the chem test and get despised by OAG (sry i cursed =X) i wanna do damn well that she praised me as the one who improved the mos from the las test man. im goanna change my fate.

probably thats why i'm quite looking forward to going bac to sch, holidays means more mugging need to be done zzz make it worse, at least if go bac sch got excuse say too busy no time mug HAHA.

GOOD LUCK to all the J2s for their blocks! especially our snr class, 07s78! and oso JIAYOU to kevin, sheng heng, my mortal, angel... okae they wun see this but FIGHTING! lol

ohoh! i haven say the jing dian part... me and ky wen cck mac to study awhile (she was playing my psp la) then we wen arcade see see for awhile, a lot of zai pple there loh! then saw this guy playing para para damn zai! he choreograph his own moves, super sleek and u can see he sure got learn dance de... got the R&B type of style, how he make use of his cap do some of the moves, damn nice...

then ky was highing away on the platform la, she was imitating this guy playing the dance game, the leg one u noe the jump left right up down one... but he did it with no style at all so even if veh zai but dun look nice... then ky copy him jump jump la! the station pple might haf thought she wanted to jump off the platform man LOL

then there was this part damn farnie...

me: "im so goanna go home, bathe, and sleep."

ky: "oh, i'll go home, change, do math, finish jap compo, do chem, do bio, and go to sch. oh no. where is sleep?"

LOL! shes famous for not sleeping, i bet three hours was the longest sleep she ever had, omg tan kaiyun, you're like total opposite of sleeping beauty! i really wonder how she survive, somemore in the morning still dun feel sleepy at all... you're NOT nocturnal la, you're not a human anymore LOL.

im supposed to sleep earlier for sch tmr la but apparently i reached home like 10 plus, and still haf a lot of other things to do (NOT hm wk) zzz OH and i need a need photo for my blogskin! haix.

2008-03-15T07:48:00.000-07:00

todae is ANOTHER accomplished day!

okae i finished wad i was supposed to do in sch todae which was one econs essay, gp wksht, a bit of gaseous tutorial and gone through the topics in the test... not a lot but better than wad i did the las few days...

after dat wen AMK hub wif my mum, bought lots of stuff la... i managed to get Koda Kumi's Kingdom and Step Up 1... i noe kaiyun and xinxi will be like drooling to watch it cus Step Up 2 was damn nice...

finally bought my sony ericsson earphones! like FINALLY. i've been surviving on my psp earphones which super sucked... and i tink the new earphones look much nicer cus its a brighter black. oh and i'll be having my daily dose of ice coffee =) cus bought like 6 cans straight HAHA

tmr going zijing's house for om! hopefully it'll be productive... i need to restudy my chem notes actually but everytime i on my laptop i can nvr get off it de =P somemore i reorganising the music files in my phone, got damn sick of all the songs la, and i wanna hear db's old songs again HAHA. the new album de songs aren't veh good unfortunately.

okok i shall go start a bit of chem hopefully can finish tonight i haf my coffee!^^

2008-03-14T06:14:00.000-07:00

i feel super accomplished todae!!!

No, i haven finish my chem tutorial cus i jus looked at my Gaseous notes and STUN.

No, i haven finish the maths 7a 1st qns which i AM suppose to do

No, i haven finish the econs essay when apparently i tink i haf econs tutorial on mon.

okae. basically i only finished my bio tutorial on enzymes (which took me 4 pages all words =.=) and LOOK through the chem lecture notes. after which, i stun and started to procrastinate. HAHA okae so i din get anything done after dat...

BUT!!!

lol wen cck to ky and xx ard evening time cus i wanted to buy all the cute notebooks and erasers. then all the good things start happening lol

we were walking along the pathway from the bus interchange to the mall then guess who i saw!!! lol i recognised him from quite far le, somemore wearing the Ares pullover! then he was peeking over towards our direction too cus we all wore HC de shirt. in case you haven realise who it is, it's bryan, ares fac head! lol then he was this 'pls dun recognise me face' okae maybe he had the 'eh hwachong pple! do i recognise them?' okae or maybe ' eh i recognise those two girls! they're from Ares!' HAHA thats how wonderful imagination can be.

then AFTER DAT, i practically rushed down to that small little shop and shopped like a nvr shop b4... halfway while scrambling ard like an auntie, someone poked me from the back... i turn ard and guess who i met! LOL huiping! fancy meeting two fac heads in a day OUTSIDE sch. (shes Athena fac head in case ANYONE dun noe) but she came forward to say hello leh! haha i tot she'll jus dao =( but happy! then i was like, 'were you with... (bryan? since both fac heads, jus came bac from sch?)' then she immediately wen, 'yeah yeah, dating...' and walked off O.O speechless.

yep. and im serious abt the spam buy part! cus i bought like two damn cool notebooks (design like my shoe pencil box), four stick erasers (you noe the kind u can take out one pull at the bac and push out a new one that kind), one dogbone like eraser and one more round eraser in this super cute cylinder container... oh then after dat i bought this syringe like pencil damn cool, planning to gif one of my snr for blocks and other three to lily, sarah and yanhui, last one for me! (cus got 5 haha)

super DA SHOU HUO la lol anyway ct outing tmr is like at 8.30 at bedok. pls tell me how early i hafta wake up to reach in time. plus my whole clique not going! siannn but lucky they going cycling not that bad or else i'll be damn sian, no one to talk to=(

AND I STILL HAF TONS OF HM WK TO GAN! haixxx im damn sad la... howww dun wan do can

2008-03-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

watched 'L change the world' wif sheena and jing, its damn nice!

a mus watch for those whi haf watched Death note 1 and 2... basically its how L used the 23 days left (cus he planned his own death before kira does it) really meaningfully. he used like 5 days to solve all the cases that were sent to him (there were like tons of files of cases stacking up) then came up a huge one which was this virus thing.

there was a fatal virus in thailand where F (similar agent like L situated in Thailand) was killed too but he sent this boy who was not affected at all to L. then on the other side, at the virus detection centre or wadever that is, the scientist found out that the virus in thailand was similar to the one they created themselves. one of the scientists was actually K, who was planning on using this virus to kill pple as she believed that the overpopulation of pple in the world is destroying the whole ecosystem and so pple shud be killed to create a new ecosystem (some bullshit la).

the other scientist, who actually created the antidote to the virus (which he destroyed ltr to prevent K from taking it) had a daughter whom he passed this only copy of the virus to. she was then sent to L, but infected herself in the midst to kill K (who killed her father while threatening him to gif her the virus and antidote) but did not show symptoms cus she had low sugar level (sugar was the trigger to activating the virus inside the body)

the two kids were actually math geniuses and solved puzzles that the girls's father aka the scientist gaf her which were actually hints to finding the antidote. so the L brought the two kids to find this other scientist who actually worked with the girl's father before to create the antidote. they found it inside the little boy who was not infected at all.

while the girl was trying to seek revenge for her father, she was caught and brought onto this plane to US, such that the bad gang including K will hijack the plane and infect all the pple wif the virus... but plan changed cus L caught up with them and they freaked out, so she pulled the girl out of the bed, and one of the needles actually scratched her and caused the transmission of the virus... they nearly all died if not for L who caught up with the plane and brought a long alot of the antidotes. he oso managed to convince K that wad she was doing wad wrong...

the story ended wif him sending the boy to the sch he has attended while he was young too i believe since the boy was such a genius, can become another agent like him... and he named him Near such that 'you'll always be near when someone's saved' while he walked off on that las day b4 his death...

this story is more about relationships, how L dealed with the two kids was super farnie... like how he offered his stick of sweets to both of them and both rejected, how shocked he was when the girl jus lied on his shoulder and how he realise that his first babysitting experience was really bad. and how he types on his keyboard... if i type in the same way it will take forever la, plus spoil the keyboard LOL. but hes jus damn cute while doing that la... and so weida although left like a few more days in his life and hes like going ard helping others... and his las line, "i tink i wan to live a little longer in this world' argh made me cry...

eve joined us for partyworld after dat and spammed songs la... its only in partyworld that u really sing till u shuang can, kbox always so short then sing finish like still veh not shuang HAHA. and the tidbits plus drinks all damn nice... plus if u get lucky sometimes they'll gif u a big room (anyway the small room still better than kbox de) so everyone! go party world nex time! plus so much cheaper than kbox! we today 4 hours one person only 14+, las time kbox each person 17+ somemore only for 3 hours!

okae enuff od advertising... had dinner at subway (i jus LOVE subway COLD CUT TRIO!) then wen HMV. and guess wad i saw!!!! db de individual singles! cus their new album come wif invidual single for each of the member, each has a individual song plus a song sung by the whole band and all the song title de first letter forms 'TRICK' which is actually their new album de name... cool right, saw changmin, junsu and yuchun de todae, jaejoong one jus came out but i love the cover wanna collect! wait till i get my money i shall go grab them immediately...

tmr mugging dae at sheena's place... hopefully can revise and do finish my bio tutorial and start on chem... need do a lot of revising for chem but im in a denial to do it zzz hate chem. and i need revise again on math cus sch reopen got class test. sat haf ct outing i tink hope it'll be fun! oh i forgot to say abt tue de CT PRATA. yeah we met up in sch to go for dinner of prata lol. only a few of us la, weekian, tzin wai, jeremy, rex, lily, sarah, vic-ki, xiping, mel, shufeng, chaiping and me... then we wen pool after dat... i deproved a lot leh! but still perform okay la, surprised that so many pple dunno how to play. need brush up on my skills liao anyone wan go POOL? =)

2008-03-10T09:35:00.000-07:00

HAHA.

i tink my ct is so frigging cool.

we're planning a PRATA outing tmr NIGHT.

GRINS~!

okae at first is like planning to go tonight, which is a bit siao but the pple are jus highing in the mass conver... damn random pple

anyway shall reach sch veh early tmr morning mug while waiting for all the other pple to go for CT Prata. and i shall go ntuc at coro b4 that to get Starbucks coffee (hopefully i can get) and some snack to las me till night... b4 the prata.

its really JC where all the pple do crazy things. HAHA but damn fun la. especially if u haf a ct with 9 crazy and berserk guys, each wif totally diff and weird personality; and of cus 17 other gals who can zi high among themselves... our ct is like the dream one u wanna haf la, no PRC (im sry) plus all the fun-plus-crazy type of pple who can totally hype the class up.

i tink i shud participate more in ct activities, cus im not like veh outspoken in class, then a lot of ct dinner i nvr go so din really interact... to think abt it, i shudn't blame them for daoing or seeing me as insignificant when me myself din really made an effort to be active. so i shall! haha so tmr i shall be hyperactive and join them =D and take LOTS of photos.

all of a sudden after the a levels results come out i realise how zai HC is la... like wth, i tink LOTs of pple dream to come into HC cus u're like confirmed zai results plus damn bright future... seriously, HC is way like up there for a lot of pple but we're like taking it for granted. so i decided not to jus work hard for myself, but really work hard to make HC proud too so wei da right.

its like totally diff from pri or high sch, here you jus get really bonded to the sch itself, not only all the pple. first OG, then CT, then FAC. argh i'll be retelling everything again but i can't help it! it jus feels so good remembering them all again...

i noe my OG now is like damn san, some of us dun even talk to each other anymore, like only hi bye fwens, the only few i still can talk to are probably Rachel, E-hui, Kiral, Joelynn, Jingyu... Kiral easiest to talk to, partially bcus his ct bench so near 78 de plus bcus of the tuition thingy, or else i tink we'll probably be hi bye fwens oso...

my CT, i din really knew how to treasure it la, i noe a lot of other pple got damn shitty CTs who like mug whole day dun bother abt ct outing or wadever shit... while me here like only haf a few close fwen can tok to one in class, then always look forward to after sch or break so can find my other fwens, and always drift off to other ct benches... i feel guilty. this is the ct im goanna be wif for 2 years and im like doing this... and not like they're damn sian or wad, in fact they're damn fun to be with. i shud be more proactive!

oh and kh's blog is damn farnie la... the part abt oag and her photo... i was reading the other posts too and the ones near bio test... and i saw then this part saying me and a few other gals in class are hardcore muggers, like really INTO mugging... ZZZ =.= first time i noe of someone call me mugger. wth. im NOT a hardcore mugger la. only got i call pple mugger, nvr got once pple call me mugger, i din even noe where he got the impression from la. maybe cus i was planning to mug damn hard for bio test dats why... my 1st no sleep night jus to mug for bio leh! wth i'll NVR do dat for chem.

ANYWAY. wads nex oh yes faculty! hahaha seriously dat one is NO NEED TO SAY DE. practically everyone in the fac is as crazy abt the fac as i am. dats why its so good. plus we haf the cutest guy in sch. even other fac knows abt them LOL. i sound like im promoting the fac but they're dat good! HAHA

its a friggin 1 am b4 i even knew it... need sleep. i'm waking up like at 8 (trying to) to reach sch ard 10...

2008-03-07T05:26:00.000-08:00

lots of things happened, too busy to blog abt them...

hmm where should i start from?

okae lets start from bio test...

i practically stayed up the whole night b4 the test to study, a bit siao but yeah... it turn out easier than i thought, MIGHT haf a chance of passing it... but u noe the worse is when u tot u noe how to do it but end up fail. lol hopefully not la, i haf motivation to ace bio, so the first test better come bac wif a decent mark, then i'll really do my best for bio =)

okae wads nex... er, oh no! no more event! oh my... okae la i shall list the stuff i hafta buy and do in the holidays... (seriously its NOT a holiday. its a free week for u to catch up with all ur lagging work which is like a lot)

THINGS TO BUY:
~ Ipod earphone (maybe get creative ones cus apple de damn ex)
~ Ipod case (my black one is like shredding LOL)
~ Sony ericsson earphone (the one that can block out outside noise really well)
~ Highlighters set
~ Colour ballpoint pen set
~ Huge file for worksheets
~ Correction tape
~ Presents for some pple (some having blocks some birthday!)
~ Db posters from Comics Connection (hopefully the sale still on)
~ Db 'T' album (i haven bought DIE)

THINGS TO DO:
~ Revision plus tutorials for BCME (omg TONS to do!)
~ Update blog and upload photos (which i am starting now)
~ Watch 'L change the world'
~ Update my music library (i lost a lot of my music files)
~ Find out how to put videos into PSP
~ Check birthdays for March
~ Organise SFC outing?
~ Catch with downloads and photos in forums
~ Bank in money
~ Print nice photos

Lets see wad events i haf already...

EVENTS:
~ Wed -> going out wif Sarah, Lily and Yanhui to island creamery (my bdae treat =D) and watch movie
~ Sat -> ct outing?
~ rest of the days: 'MUG CAMP' wif sheena! who else wanna come?

oh yeah the a levels results were out todae a lot of grandseniors came bac... i tink this years' results is damn good... jus watched the news. we've got 99.7% passing rate and 97+ % of excellent grades for the new batch of IP. HAH the news only focused on Hwachong la, although there are oso IP pple in RJC but apparently they were not meantioned AT ALL. even ACJC was mentioned as the jc with good results for non IP cohort...

this year seriously damn zai, a lot of our subj broke the records of past years and is twice the national average. wad i'm damn happy abt is dat 90% of the pple who took bio got an A, it was even higher than the 80% getting A for chem and math... surprising right, when bio is like the mos easy subj to fail in HC... i bet its jus the HC standard damn high... but im glad i took the correct subj =) hopefully this statistics will remain the same or get even better when it reaches my batch!

OH and i'm signing up for frisbee club... this new club but sounds fun yeah? and my ipod's with kevin, i was nice enuff to lend him can, i'm like influencing more pple to like FT island lol... and i so need to bring volleyball then can play in sch but then need pump...

aiyah im feeling damn sick actually and tmr got nothing to do (i dun wanna go out wif my mum, veh waste time =X) but no one to go out wif sia... okae alot of pple asking me to watch youtube videos i shall go watch now! tadah~!

2008-02-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

CHAMPIONS OF 2008 FACULTY DANCE COMPEITION...

ARESSSSS!!!!

sad the lighting sucked... super dark but can hear all the shoutings veh clearly and loudly, damn nice. i tink watch from downstairs nicer, if only they had one filmed from downstairs... but still! i teared from watching it again la! haha u can see Carlos can't wait to get up even though he told us to stay even after music stopped... and the ohh ah ah ah cheer! its jus damn zai...

AND WHEN THE RESULTS WERE ANNOUNCED...

we were all damn jin zhang laa walao... haha but its so good to hear them announce our fac again. so cool man!!!!!!!!!! hahah

las but not least, quoting from VICKI!

'we owned in 2006, we owned in 2007, WE ARE STILL OWNING IN 2008!'

i jus wanna add another one...

WE'LL OWN FAC DANCE FOR THE UP COMING YEARS YEAH!

it shall officially become a TRADITION for ARES to win FAC DANCEEEEE!

BOOM SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE THE ROOM!!!!!!

2008-02-25T07:42:00.000-08:00

on the 25th of Feb...

ARES WAS NAMED THE FACULTY DANCE CHAMPIONSSSS!!!!

let me hear all the cheers and screams!

and another important thing,

ARES IS THE FIRST AND ONLY FACULTY WHICH WON A TITLE FOR THE THIRD CONSECUTIVE YEARRRRR!

we're jus totally imba, zai and proooooo!

it started off really well already, the never dying spirit of Ares when Bryan, Jinyang, Sharon and Carlos hyped us all up...

and our killer weapon: WHITE GLOVE!!!

haha its almos confirmed that we're the champs.

then came the mos important part, the Dance. we were all really nervous b4 our turn, going ard hugging everyone, i wen to wish Sharon good luck too..

but i tink all the Aresian really enjoyed dancing the dance, rather than focusing on winning the champs (though we really wan it =X) but can really feel everyone dancing together, all the shoutings so loud that we can't even hear ourselves. a lot of the pple from other fac were chanting along wif us too...

couldn't really see how was the dance but only saw one part when we're supposed to draw the box, cus everyone's in veh straight lines plus the white gloves' effect, it was damn nice. it was the only scene i could catch, the rest of the time busy concentrating on the steps and enjoying it...

after dat we saw artemis and apollo's dance we were all like oh no, we mus win! we cannot lose... everyone was super scared ares will lose, cus we put in so much effort and spirit in it... its jus too unbearable to not win...

then jing was saying our dance was super zai until no compeition at all le, i really dunno wads it was like cus couldn't see how was it like... but from wad she said, it seems like it was really veh good and everyone knew exactly all the dance steps, shoutings and stuff...

had to go through all the songs and mass dances, it was TORTURE... cus we so worrying abt the results... and then we saw apollo pple sitting on top of the bridge tot they won can! walao super scary...

finally chiajone and weiting came up with the results... weiting wasn't really smiling which scared us (cus shes from Ares) but realise she oso dunno the result until chiajone opened this paper thing then she start smiling and smirking haha it was chiajone who announced the winner... i was like grabbing my hands la

'And the Champions of Faculty Dance Competition 2008 is....... ARESS!"

and off wen all the screaming... nobody can even hear themselves, we were screaming like HELL... like there's no tmr... hugging and jumping in the air. it was a simple sentence and yet able to make us fly to the skies... LOL we jus screamed non stop till we can't even hear the other part of Ares cheering... you can even see some of us having tears in our eyes... the feeling was jus absolutely great... the sense of achievement after so much work put in...

everyone was chanting ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE! lol we can't even hear wad the mcs were saying, din bother anyway HAHA jus knew that we got the encore we wanted and that was like the bes part cus a lot of other pple from other fac joined us, wanting to learn the dance and chant wif us the 'BOOM SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE THE ROOM!' hahah it was really catchy...

sharon and carlos were looking so happy during the encore la... practically smiling all the way... haha and we wen bac chanting the ' a a a a ares (clapclap clapclap)' bac to our ct bench... saw a lot of other fac de ct all sitting ard probably all veh tired...

only all the ares classes de pple all standing up, going ard highing wif other ct from the same faculty. 78 wen mac but i shared an icecream from island creamery wif lily...

the games were okay... i din play cus din feel veh well... din even haf apetitide so had to gif my dinner to Kevin... in the end i was like choping all the chicken from him while he was eating haha... oh then somehow we talked abt nex year the snr sure wun come bac... then he said if he come bac, i'll hafta treat him lol okae loh anyway u owe me one meal already HAHA

tmr got chem test again damn sian. not planning to study anymore cus hafta rush math tutorial... feeling damn tired jus wanna hurry do finish go sleep

took lots of photos todae will find time to upload them oh and lots of videos too 08S78 is jus a totally siao class... so do a lot of stupid things which can take video of...

okae gtg to rush off to do math... oh no its 12 already

2008-02-23T21:25:00.000-08:00

i SO need to blog todae.

cus i had an absolutely CRAZY, BERSERK, UPSIDE DOWN weekend.

and im SO surprised i haven't tried anything silly (like jumping off hc clock tower or sth, bet the feeling will be damn great)

u're shocked? yeah i'll shock u wif wad happened...

at first tot it wun be dat bad although we haf like chem test, ilp, fac dance, orientation till 9 on mon.

reached home super late on fri cus of Dramafeste. sucked shit cus i haf no idea why the other fac won EVERYTHING. as in if they win a few i'm still like okay... but Best script, Best actor and actoress plus overall Best?! at least if Artemis won everything i wun be surprised... and some idiot jus had to bash me on the Ares blog tb when i jus merely commented that 'in the end the mos unexpected won' i jus said mos unexpected! wth is wrong wif that man. at least i din say things like 'the lousiest won' HARLOW if u go ask ard (the other fac or even their own fac pple) sure haf a lot are damn surprised that they won can!

anyway we're goanna OWN fac dance already so who heck care man... i mean look at us! we already killed half the sch during the las mass dance session, on the actual dae with the white gloves and everyone in red... seriously, there's no reason why we wun own the dance... and i bet all the other fac will be so regreting not coming to our fac... so wad if they won everything else... i believe no other fac has such spirit like ours, though small but LOUD!

thats probably the only thing that is keeping me alive... anyway bac to topic. i was chioniong ILP video until like 3 am wasn't planning to sleep to mug chem but then still wen to sleep nex morning was supposed to meet for om in sch at like 9. and i was supposed to meet ky 6 plus at KAP. but i had a frigging fever and my mum forced me to stay at home. damn it.

so here i am trying to mug chem and guess wad? my notes and tutorials are gone! ahh how nice. my lectures notes are in sch, my tutorial is wif my fwen. in the end i had to chope everything from sheena...

why do they always hafta screwed me up jus b4 a test... so that tmr will be better? well, i HAD to believe that, i mean wad else can i do? i was almos on the verse of giving up and jus go into the exam room not revising anything. it was THAT bad.

tmr better be a good day.

chem better be an easy test and better let me pass (with flying colours); ILP better not screw up and impress the tutor like we always did with our other presentations and top the class again like how we topped for the report; fac dance better be succssful and better let us win fac dance competition this year; orientation better be fun and end earlier so i can go home and haf finally a good and peaceful night sleep.

thats a lot to demand for right. but look at how much i had to go through this weekend and i dun tink its too much...

jc = no sleep
jc = more heart attack
jc = i wanna jump down clock tower
jc = uniform look weird
jc = screwed

i can't even keep track of my life now... okae i set a goal to stay in sch to mug till damn late. at least in sch i can mug not like at home. and i haf tutors (sheng heng! hes veh zai lol) and nice senior (kevin! hes super farnie la and keep suaning me) to pei wo HAHA its always the two of them oso stay until damn late then come ct bench mug... they are veh nice seniors la! im like closer to them then the pple in my class =X except my clique though...

oh and my mortal was playing reversi wif me! but i got trashed! eh but i was not bad kae! him and kevin combine team against me! wth. my mortal was the playing la, kevin is like at the side in charge of suaning me =.= then yi san (my mortal's mortal) came over and gaf me moral support LOL but i still lost =(

ahh i like my snrs hahah and my jiemei men! they're like the pple i always look forward to seeing in sch! the motivation i haf to go to sch... others: SUCKY. lol i tink i cannot survive jc2, cus no more all the fun events, it'll be all mugging mugging and more mugging! omg. and a levels. and the snrs wun be there anymore! haix. i shan't think abt it... enuff of bad mood and emos...

2008-02-18T06:02:00.000-08:00

okae this was suppose to be posted on the day of my birthday but apparently i posted on the wrong blog O.o

so had to amend the date haha

first and foremost, Happy burfday to my di, lina and myself!

haha it was a really really happy day! cus i received a lot of presents and wishes... shall start with the ranking list for those who wished me when the clock striked 12 immediately after the 17th:

1. jac (i was surpised she was first! ahah but yeah!)
2. eve (bao nuer was sad she wasn't the first haha)
3. tzin wai plus lily (combine conver so they wished me together)
4. xinxi (i still haven gotten my present!)
5. melt umma: "?????, ?????! ????! - my pretty daughter, happy birhthday! i love you!" (it was supposed to be in korean la haix)
6. sarah (slow poke! super duper slow lol)
7. e-hui (my og mate!!! haha shes damn nice)
8. yingren (omg i can't believe he actually remembered my burfdae lol)
9. weekian (my ah-peh-ct-rep LOL)

NEXT! is all the special events and the presents i got!

the first present i got was from WEEKIAN, which was this rabbit ears thingy and this jap uniform de tie LOL everyone in my ct end up playing with the rabbit ears HAHA

got this veh cute coin bank in a shape of the japanese cha packet and a cool keychain from YANHUI! she wrapped in this super luminous orange paper, super xian yan and striking la! well thats her isn't it LOL

next is SARAH's! got cool shoelaces and hp pouch where she stuffed one packet of sweets inside haha. she told me to use it but then i already got a pouch for my hp and its like my wallet so cannot change larh! paiseh sia

then that grp of pple who were already acting veh mysteriously a few ct bench away while occassionally peeking at me came to my ct bench. and called me out. haha they are none other than SHEENA, JINGYU, YEN NGEE, XINGYI and EVE! sheena gaf me card she made herself, it was really nice cus got a LOT of hearts, big small all haf HAHA but damn nice sia! jingyu oso made a card, hers super lame plus cool larh... inside still got my laogong plus di write to me de message HAHA. how farnie. she said she wrote all of them herself. LOL thx girlfriends! haha u pple rawk man, we mus keep together in our this small grp yeah!^^

oh then RACHEL came over, wanting to pull me over to some other place so i went... dragged me all the way to outside fishtank, where KIRAL, E-HUI and JOELYNN were there... then kiral was crapping a lot of shit and making me move here and there. i had no idea wad was going on at all. then he said they din really buy a present and stuff and i was abt to say nvm when POP! this HUGE thing suddenly dropped out of nowhere and landed right into his hands... HAHAHAHAHAH i was like SUPER shocked... din even noe wad it was until i saw closer... a TOUFU! LOL super huge one somemore it was super cool la, probably the mos successful surprise i saw so far. kiral claimed he tot of it and discussed wif JIAYUN... thx peeps! u guys are great man... really do hope our og even if its jus the few of us still stay together! =D

anyway i bought everyone in my ct m and m's including for my mortal, angel and kevin... then KEVIN came over gif me bac the chocolate and said it was my birthday present =.= then he asked if i ate breakfast and i said no... after dat when i was abt to go off for classes then he came over to gif me the chocolate biscuit bought from the canteen. LOL. counted as present la hor.

so for the whole i day i was lugging big plastic bag all ard... and the whole ct was playing wif my TOUFU! lol during ct session, those few idiots (weekian, yifoong, tzin wai...) were like snatching my toufu everyone, even maraton-ed in class HAHA. i got a few videos of dat... and i tink all the guys at least hugged the toufu once la... now i dun really dare to hug it can, though no smell...

KAIYUN gaf me her present super late but it was the mos ex i guess, at least 20 plus... hahah she las min buy de but still! is one whole package consiting of Dgrayman book 13, the punk like hand wrap thing, hp pouch and a card. haha thx fwen! will definitely get u sth better than plasters la, lol sheesh need to start thinking of wad to gif liao...

TIFFANY oso gaf me card wif biscuit! VICKI oso gaf me a postcard, though is las min do de but is the meaning that counts!^^ oh and JEREMY offered to buy me a drink for free =) lol and to all those who wished my happy birthday as well! let me see if i can list all

huiping (got three fly kisses and a handshake HAHA)
jiajun (through msn! cus timing veh diff can't meet her =(
mortal (in jap! haha)
angel (he was like oh shit! wen he heard it was my birthday LOL)
cheryl (thx gal!)
charles (he wanted to come to the og thing in the morning but dunno where so end up veh pissed)
sheryl (through sms! ty!)
jiahui (through sms oso! haah thx ah!)
tianyu, becca, jingwei and rachel (wen they met me in sch... tianyu like shouted all the way from third floor or sth? lol)
alice appa (through my tb! lol thx appa!)

did i miss out anyone? i hope i din...

i bought myself presents too, a jaejoong notebook and ouran book 11, all from comic connection OH and three posters since they were like going at 3 for 1 buck?! need go bac again to grab some more while the sales is still going on

OKAE! thats it! will try upload photos! its super busy now la until i dun even haf time to blog. anyway i need someone go watch L wif me! heard its damn nice from eve die die mus watch! hmm.

tmr night going for ARES DRAMAFESTE. really hope it'll be good and win everything LOL! okae gtg!

2008-02-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

TODAE WAS FUN!

lol. apparently i WAS supposed to go mug

BUT THEN.

i met up wif KAIYUN.

so u can guess where we wen =)

but it was damn fun kae! cus a lot of good things happened, okae need list down one by one

1. We wen Ahmei's cafe which was damn nice cus veh little pple plus the service there veh good (shall go there mug nex time)

2. while we were at arcade and kaiyun was topping up the card, the veh nice counter person (who actually recognises kaiyun cus she keep going dere to top up money) actually gaf us free $10 worth of value in the card. dunno whether he press wrongly or jus see us keep topping up so generously "helped" us a little =) but it was a HUGE gain so yeah HAHA

3. we saw the pro guy again! lol hes probably the only pro one that we will stay and watch cus hes veh nice... like he wun jus come forward and swipe while you're still playing, or veh AA... super nice, veh easy tok to somemore will tell us tips LOL

i tink im going bac tmr to train a bit myself lol, cus i found a new song i like alot, aiyah need try out new songs la play the same old songs untile damn sian (although we still cannot full combo =X) okae i shall list the songs we played...

1) Believe in love*
2) Andante (cleared!)
3) Taisetsunamono*
4) Super "shomin" car (cleared!)
5) Island in the sun (cleared!)
6) Home girl*
7) Romance
8) Hana no kobe
9) Utopia
10) Cherry
11) Tian ti guan ce
12) Cross road
13) Innocent world
14) Mint candy citrus drop
15) Saccharine smile
16) Diamonds
17) Himawari

the first three songs are like the MOST no of times played by us la until kaiyun can even SING the song liao lol song no 5 is my SONG! the cleared songs are those i full-comboed b4 de then the wif * are the ones that need to be full-comboed =) and im loving 6 now =D

i tink i got addicted =X anyway kaiyun insist that i shud post abt todae so i did (partially i wanted to blog abt it too cus veh long nvr blog le)

CHINGAY was damn nice although it was jus a preview... Lily was super cool! lol we were practically chasing after her along the side of the road HAHA was super lucky to be able to catch her ^^ got pretty photos! haha

okae i need go do work... SIAN.

2008-02-14T05:44:00.000-08:00

Happy valentine's day to everyone!!!

haha okae shall come bac to edit and post the photos todae... cus now need do math tutorial... i need these post on the dae itself =)

I LOVE WHITE ROSES^^

2008-02-12T04:41:00.000-08:00

todae is a super lucky day!^^

1: chem test was cancelled!
2: my mortal replied me!
3: and he gaf me sticks! (okae i dunno wad it is for)
4: i settled all my valentines' day presents! (okae not completed for some HAHA)

haha. a lot of things to do. you wun believe how much i actually spent on all the presents, like nearly 100?! haix. my mortal and angel one mos ex... then the rest is bcus of the flowers la... shud not haf bought them, one thing i dun like abt flowers is they dun last =(

my mortal miraculously replied me!^^ lol i got laughed by him la damn it... cus we jus pass by snr class, then i jus wen like 'harlow harlow harlow...' okae in a quite a high pitch voice, then he laughed at me wif his fwen =( and yet my jiemei men say its good sign cus he hardly smiles... yanhui tried saying hi to him but he totally daoed lol then in the afternoon he was walking near us, then i jus blurted hi, he responded! lol dunno why he like so hard to talk sia...

bought sth for nearly everyone! kaiyun, xinxi, 405 that gang, my three jiemeis, og 17, angel, mortal and one snr in my snr class... no wonder i spent so much haix... i bet i wun get as many gifts bac loh =(

maths test was okae... we got the easier paper, and i tot that test seriously was damn easy, jus dat i screwed up for first qns... still got GP test on thurs. tmr is X-country! tmr a lot of events la, take temp, fire drill then X country... not that exciting but im goanna be official for X-country wif yanhui! that means we can see whoever run past the line or wadever... haha we were hoping the heads are running for Ares... im SO bringing camera... need charge!

can't wait for thurs! i wanna gif out all the presents and see all the shocked expression on all the ones im giving =) friday going for chingay! then mon is MY birthday!!!! wahaha. okae im announcing to the whole world =D

okae needa get bac do a bit of econ tutorial then start making some of the presents yay!

2008-02-11T06:06:00.000-08:00

pple complaining i'm dead liao.

so i shall post to show that im NOT dead

YET.

Valentines' day: 3 days' time (i haven bought any presents)

My birthday: 7 days' time (i shud start counting down eh?)

those were the GOOD days to look forward to.
bad news? how abt three tests in a week? (my ct is probably the only one which has so many)

Math test: TMR (i burst my brain rushing all the worksheets so i decided not to look at them anymore =D)

Chem test: Valentines' day

GP test: Valentines' day

Maybe the teachers are jus jealous that they wun get any flowers or cards while we will be like lovebirds on Valentines' day... yeah thats why

well apparently im having a math test tmr and im not touching anything math now cus i wen overboard doing too much math the las two days and im preparing to test my "technique" again. it has been proven quite a few times for sch exams i wonder if it still works.

that is if i study like hell (as in keep practicing sums) jus b4 the test, i'll do veh badly for the test.

but if i slack and jus read the basic formulas and go through a few of my wkshts, i actually will do pretty well.

my mortal never reply me again. as i expected. it'll probably come on thur or fri? lol anyway todae right, i lost my pencil box in the morning, and i was like super depressed, cus its the damn cool pencil box plus i haf like a math test tmr?! (super bad omen choi choi) then guess wad, xinxi totally like came to me with the pencil box after sch ended saying that it was on her ct bench =.=

that was one highlight of the day. the rest was all stress stress and emo emo. cus of all the stupid tests... tonight i need sleep early. or else tmr will be veh tired.

im screwed for chem. its like my worst subj, i haf more confidence for my bio can =.= can't wait for everything to be over... friday going chingay! watch lily dance haha... so cool shes so nice gaf me and sarah her free tickets =) so definitely mus go peng chang

okae thats abt it... still tinking whether to go for the cip kiral asked me. he ah, only got request then will come talk to you wth. but xinxi and sarah is going if im going so i guess i'll go? lol only for a few weeks plus once per week so shud be okay la hor?

siannnn im sick of numbers. oh nono im suppose to love them. or else they wun appear properly in my mind tmr...

okae i crapped a lot... stress ahhh oh yeah las thing:

March holidays: three weeks' time

{HUGE GRIN}

2008-02-02T04:56:00.000-08:00

todae is a lucky dae!

cus i got a Canon photo printer and Canon camera for FREE~!

oh man and i like wanted a photoprinter for so long but tot will nvr get in cus too ex and theres no way my parents will buy for me lol...

here it is! its a bit dark =(

^ and the HUGE pen that my mortal gaf me!!! haha hes damn silly la but i like him a lot! lol

anyway jus printed out ares logo plus one ft island photo from the photoprinter looks damn nice! hehe.

2008-01-29T03:05:00.000-08:00

Photos from yesterday!!!^^

^ 08S78! only the girls haha
^ our ct bench! can see all the seniors bending ard the other side while we are at this side standing ard...

i finally got bac my camera! omg like finally! happy happy! totally lifted up my spirits ^^

my angel was nice enuff to gif me a bar of chocolate and tell me that i shall receive my letter tmr cus hes super busy... not like some mortal who dun even bother to do this kind of stuff and yet im treating him like nicer than my angel =(

2008-01-26T06:28:00.000-08:00

Its a very special day to someone todae.

And that someone is veh important and dear to me.

Therefore, todae is a very special day for me too!

He turns 22 todae!
my dearest laogong ... KIM JAEJOONG!

last year we celebrated for him as one whole group of pple and recorded him a birthday song. (i wonder if it really reached him but the meaning counts yeah) this year, i tink mos of us wld haf forgotten or jus din bothered cus of the hectic sch life we are having now...

BUT!
i can't do that! cus im his darling wife! hahaha okok ANYWAY at first wanted to jus get a small cake, celebrate among a few fwens then thats it but i tot it's been long ever since sch reopened that the few of us got together (i mean all the db fans in NY)

SO!
i decide to get a 15 cm cake and everyone can gather once again and celebrate together. sort of a small gathering =D

got him a 'Strawberry Sweetheart' (sounds as if is i specially gif him de =X) and got the writing done so tmr i can go collect. 2 BIG candles and 2 small candles. i wun forget that =)

todae is jus his day totally. jus now i wen ntuc and randomly bought teens cus i saw got Coffee prince de poster and guess what! tvxq was featured and in particular JAEJOONG! haha its veh rare for me to buy magazines so this is like damn fated la LOL

'Jaejoong's looks spectacularly pretty, with big sparkling eyes, a porcelain fair complexion and silky shoulder length tresses' - Teens

LOL that was how they described him. xinxi says its totally like a girl's description but harlow! he IS a girl! =X monday shall be fun! and i need someone to bring camera cus my stupid camera is still like under servicing... T.T

yesterday's JTS was pretty fun... we treated them Fish and Co! damn nice right. but not enuff seats so we had to eat first then let them eat... then the rest of us were doing stupid things outside (the pple inside could see cus we were at the glass building de fish and co near PS) totally hilarious until ah pek had to type 'childish' on his phone and show to us LOL.

anyway i tried to interact wif my mortal lol hes super silly and cute. i bought a voodoo doll at first then he hanged it by his bag. totally understandable. then i bought him the piano shoelaces then i wrote in the letter telling him not to wear to sch or else kena caught and guess wad he did...

he tied it on his BAG STRAP! =.=

at first i din see, cus he jus left his bag on top of the ct bench and left then i was like pointing to my fwen to show the voodoo doll when i saw the shoelace then i was like O.O hahah totally amused. i tink he LOVES his bag. but quite cool huh. or maybe im jus too nice to him LOL but i heard from one of the snr that he still doesn't know who his angel is and jus super happy cus his angel kept giving him stuff... lucky sia...

i tink after the jts he'll probably haf a rough idea who his angel is cus im probably the only one from jnr class who talked to him... then after that he wen toilet right, he told me to look after his phone and wallet but then it was quite weird, cus his fwen was jus beside him he nvr call him take care but called me who was standing further away haha

then i had to walk away to another table so i jus took his stuff and go... haha then i was poking Sarah and keep whispering, 'my mortal's stuff, my mortal's stuff' LOL anyway he had curfew at 9.30 so had to go off early =( but took class photo anyway YEAH! after that the whole gang of us jus stroll around and sat randomly in the middle of the road (okae not considered road la)

some more sit in circle =.= in the begginning everyone was jus like watching Sean play er hu LOL cus he sitting on chair so high and play ER HU?! damn nan ting, then he placed the cloth in front of him acting to beg for money damn farnie. after that veh sian la, played stupid games (polar bear which totally failed) guess everyone was tired la and couldn't get high at all when Weiting tired to hype us all up =(

wen home wif vicki and ah pek, ah pek damn lame la, he during the dinner was like squeezing lemon juice on everyone leg and asking if they feel jiao suan =.= the lamest idiot i ever seen. reached home pretty late though damn tired...

todae was practically wasted, i was too tired la then slept until 12 plus... was supposed to sleep longer but sheena jus had to call me at that time. was feeling sick and drowsy so totally din do much chem qns =( tmr meeting kaiyun in the morning hopefully can get some stuff completed... need finish chem and bio tutorials and hopefully do some revision...

im getting my camera bac on nex wed! like finally! i'll like HELL treasure it more a 100 times... nono a infinity times. mus always remind myself to put the strap on my wrist while holding, no matter is taking photo or wad... i miss it so much! =( hurry get bac can go sch take photos le =)))

this is a L O N G post so i shall end here.

HAPPI 22nd BURFDAE, LAOGONG!

ME LOVE YOU TO BITS! ^^ YOONHO LOVE YOU LOTS TOO!

... i wonder how the four of them celebrated his birthday. hopefully they din try to cook for him =X

2008-01-23T04:41:00.000-08:00

im going crazy.

1. im NOT in Ares dramafest
2. i desperately need another CCA (harmonica wasn't that nice afterall)
3. im pondering whether to join back volleyball
4. theres chem tutorial tmr and i TOTALLY dunno how to do
5. bio lecture got stuff to do too
6. i haven replied to BOTH my angel and mortal
7. tmr o level chi results coming out
8. friday econs test, that means i HAVE to finish revising by tmr

but okae la at least happy things happened near the end of todae so hopefully tmr will be better ^^

my ex-sch mate came to talk to me! haha i nvr dared to talk to him though i noe hes from NVPS (im veh mean right) but he started asking whether im xinmei so then yeah! hes veh nice actually yay! at least wun be so awkward =)

oh and i revealed to kaiyun who is her 2nd angel HAHA. she wen crazy. LOL but okae la, better than i tuo until damn late then tell her she'll probably kill me. =X

~

sheena > look closer pls. i can send you other photos if u wan... LOL the mos i'll mix up in the beginning is jaejin and minhwan, nvr minhwan and woonbin.

xiao sao > u watched the videos? aiyah my ogl jus lazy loh HAHA i still love my og best la though now veh san...

ALL THE BEST TO ALL COLLECTING O-LEVELS RESULTS TMR!

especially to E-hui (OG17), Lily (the flower), Xiping and Melissa (08S78)!!! ohoh! and to my ex-sch mate, chong tee too! (though none of them will actually see this =X)

2008-01-21T06:53:00.000-08:00

okae todae shall be OG17 reminisice!

(since my stupid angel and mortal totally din reply me for FOUR days)

firstly, videos from previous gathering!

'Kiral: "17 backstabbed me"' the movie (clip)

'The Food Fight' (pls pay attention to Huiping's eyes)

and of cus the letter from our beloved OGL! she was LAZY to write everyone a letter so she jus wrote one and cut it up into 26 pieces so everyone has one piece. the current complete one is wif e-hui and the actual msg is here:

to my dearest og 17,

Hey! I know i don't have the most fabulous handwriting in the world, but i'll try my best. instead of writing you all personalised notes, i've decided to write you guys one really long & touching one. Hopefully you all find it meaningful, trying to piece all the broken pieces together. Treat it as the last time you all are doing sth memorable together :) orientation is said to be the toughest event in SC because it's really tiring and all, but I just want to say that it is prob the event i'll enjoy the MOST - because you all are one of the most fantastic bunches of people i've met. I really hope I made orientation great for you all because YOU GUYS make me love what i'm doing! All that sai gang, cheering, dancing... Haha. OG17 has been REALLY nice to me :) so THANKS! I feel so fortunate to be part of all of you even though some of you are REALLY qian bian :D I'm sure we'll continue to keep in touch and NOT (underlined) dao each other in school! I will personally smack anyone who daos me, haha. I hope you all like the photos too! Look at it anytime you feel sad/lonely, cos you'll remember a great group of people who'll always be behind you. Don't cry cos its the last OG day! Just go all out for the games and have fun! (Seriously, winning is NOT (double underlined) important.) & all the best for 2 years of JC! I LOVE YOU GUYS IMBA OG17!!

P.S. Happy birthday Lydia! and thank you Kiral for being a good OGR :)

<3 huiping
08 Jan 2008 0050h

credits to E-hui!

2008-01-18T20:19:00.000-08:00

Im in love wif purple (the colour) and the song Purple line!

okae not farnie. anyway i love that song now, and db is like singing it LIVE! the parts to look out for is the parts where they totally twisted their voices to jia yin, actually jus jaejoong and yoonho haha my two beloved...

NOTE: this is DEFINITELY a LIVE perf.

thats wad made it even better.

2008-01-18T03:25:00.000-08:00

ever since i got into jc right, my emotions are like the sin and cos graph can, always suddenly go up till veh high then the nex moment drop to the lowest =.=

like today, i was super depressed.

cus BOTH of angel and mortal din reply me. T.T angel two days liao somemore got some pple de angel AND mortal reply like right on the day itself can! haix. and i tink my mortal already know its me, i made it too obvious la damn it. i tot he veh enthu abt writing letters and will reply immediately on the nex day de loh, in the end nvr =( wad if they stop writing to me altogether? i'll be DAMN sad...

another thing that made me depressed was... MAMA dao me! okae oops im not suppose to call him that anymore HAHA i nvr le loh, now i call u by ur name can, jiayun! but no worries la, he came to talk to me already so everything's bac to normal... i tink? LOL

and i feel like blaming all these on KIRAL! stupid og rep. cus he totally pangseh us for og meeting to go library mug can?! jiayun oso then left a few of us damn sad... then i was feeling a bit sick already, like on the verge on falling sick haix. but still, thx for cheering me up yeah pple? rachel, lu, jingyu, tiff and shion (did i leave out anyone?) you guys rawk

kae la kiral was nice enuff to lend me his shoulder when he heard that i was feeling ill, then i said too short! =X he like big brother sia! veh nice and friendly to all the pple...

OG17! we need one day per week meet up for lunch or sth! but everyone's timetable is like damn diff, or after sch? i dun wan we san diao!

anyway my birthday is like exactly ONE MONTH from todae yeah? sry i jus HAD to say that... hopefully on that day a lot of pple will celebrate for me LOL.

okae now im feeling stressed. cus i'm still at tutorial 1 for math, which is like super super duper duper slow, and i haven revise bio, chem or econs AND i haf an econs lecture test nex week. how nice. shall try to chiong math tonight but i jus cannot concentrate can! sian. kae la i shall TRY to start on it now...

2008-01-16T05:57:00.000-08:00

damn long nvr post anything le...

jc is like crazily busy, everyday end sch super late still hafta gan tutorials, and i haven done finish even tutorial 1 for my maths! wth pple are like finishing to tutorial 4 liao... and chem i will DIE

currently TRYING to gan out my tutorial 1 (had to redo it) tmr is siao, got four lectures?! gp, bio, chem and econs then after dat is fac dance... i mean i totally love the dance sessions but veh tiring and its not in the hall!

okay la my clss got slightly better, but im not exactly THAT close wif them, not that 'popular' grp la, anyway but i look forward to receiving letters from my mortal and angel! haha i tink both of them are damn lucky, and both are guys.

my mortal is like super nice, i gaf him this vogoo angel doll thing and he immediately hang it by his bag... cus his bag is complete black then can see pretty obvious, when i saw it i wen damn high can! lucky he nvr see, but i haf a feeling he noes who i am already. and he totally entrusted his letter to his previous angel which had a lot of his deep emotions and feelings when he first got into ct (as usual the dun-like-ct thing)

those are always the stuff i look forward to everyday! i hardly stay at class bench de la, keep moving ard...

my meizi hurt her hand! argh rachel take care yeah! anyone bully you jie help you dang!

haiya i totally dun wan to 'get in' to their grp leh, but prob is if u dun try to get in to the grp, you can't clique wif the class that well... hmph. i hope my mortal can advice me sth...

looking forward to ct dinner on friday! hopefully it'll be fun. in the end i'll still need to interact wif everyone, well i'll try...

Ares blog is damn cool, i linked and also changed blog song to our fac dance song... i really hope we win it again this year! i mean we haf a veh high chance sia! i need find a big big clear clear ares logo photo to put on my desktop as wallpaper, seriously among all the facs, ares has the bes logo can...

joined dramafeste as backstage helper! whee can noe more ares pple and since its a fac thing, i'm more than willing to join. anyway me and ky are like roaming ard the two head's class blog and laughing at their stupid photos and videos... both bryan and jinyang's class blog are damn cool la, and i tink jinyang's class is super united, they keep their blog super updated and damn farnie... i jus totally love our fac heads, both of them are so cute!

oh and i jus knew huiping is like in 204 las time?! omg i need ask her. then she'll be like my senior laaaa! omg so qiao! okae i need go bac do math

camera sent to fixing, im waiting for it to hurry come out then can bring to sch take photos of class oso... feels super dead wifout a camera...

oh and i tink i might be joining photographic club and harmonica club, ge fang can gif up liao... the auds super lots of pple and a lot of PRC! oops. anyway its on friday which clash wif my photographic club de, and im definitely not giving up photographic for that...

okae thats abt it. i feeling sleepy already like at 10?! wth. i need finish tutorial 1 at least by tonight. and i need more coke. hmpf.

(maybe MIA-ing for a few days/weeks/months/maybe years b4 i post again =)

2008-01-08T07:38:00.000-08:00

totally depressed.

og has ended.
ct sucks.
camera spoilt.

i swear im the mos unluckiest person.

orientation ended, our og drifted apart faster than i thought. soon we'll become jus hi-bye friends. ct, totally screwed. theres absolutely no one im close to, and no one i think i'll get close to. yeah and soon i shall become a loner.

the new camera which i bought for 555 jus spoilt from a fall on the floor. the mos heartbreaking part is that all the nice photos are inside. and if i can't get it fixed, my dad is goanna kill me.

i feel so desperate, like really lost everything. everyone drifted apart, even las time close fwens. soon everyone'll be close to their own ct, except me. and history will replay itself again for another two years. why mus i be tortured this way?

crap. and i haven watch explore the body episode wif db. and im like drifting apart from k-pop, which is like the one that keeps me alive.

everyone seem to haf sth to look forward to, for me, probably hell?

everyone's probably down cus we know we'll goanna separate. and pple are changing totally to another personality as if i nvr knew them. some to the worse side, some to the good.

i enjoyed todae at the least, entertained throughout by one crazy person HAHA though din play any of the games (they were not veh fun except for the las one) and though everyone was downspirited, we win all the way LOL

thx guys, though we din win anything and it was such a short period of time together, it was definitely the best and im pretty sure my ct wun be anywhere near to your. I love all of you yeah! and of cus Huiping, wifout her we REALLY wun be so high.

im running out of words, all the diff emotions are like running through me all mixed together but basically, i feel so sunk at the bottom.

2008-01-07T08:28:00.000-08:00

Someone was down today, as in really down.
that person used to be so bouncy and hyper, but i guess that someone is tired already. please dun fall sick! or else i'll be veh sad and cheer up soon yeah! still love the usual you and your hyped character^^

Someone was really nice to me todae (actually everyday).
i knew that person barely a few days and we've become so close. that person stayed by me though i was super depressed. and i'm really sad for that someone, cus that person cannot enjoy food like we do, and its torturing that someone physically and mentally. i really really hope that person will recover soon. thx for the msg! it really helped, and i love you lots yeah!

2008-01-04T06:17:00.000-08:00

ACHE EVERYWHERE!

lol from all the games during orientation... weird loh the games not veh tiring or wad, we oso nvr use a lot of effort or anything and yet the nex day muscle ache until wan die LOL...

ORIENTATION WAS DAMN FUN! cus our this batch super HIGH! even the consellors say so...

at first tot will be veh awkward, but then end up everyone oso became damn high... I LOVE MY OG! haha. the OGL oso veh nice, she was the one who made her high la... even the other ogls (while we were playing games) asked like 'are you all Huipin's (my OGL) OG?' then we were like YES! then she wen, 'no wonder so enthu' LOL

first few days too tired le, then come home veh late (cus end like at 6) damn tired then wen to sleep veh early...

dance was fun! their mass dances all veh cool, now we learning the mos famous one, got the butt thingy HAHA but we all dun care la, even though need hold the guys hands but no one like eee dun wan or wad, everyone jus dance and haf fun!

cheering was super cool cus everyone really cheer de, even the high school boys cheer louder than us! surprising leh, so everyone oso give in their best, response damn good, all the ogls veh happy wif us HAHA keep saying we are one really high batch, even higher than their batch lol...

games, first day de still okae, 2nd day funner, todae we started out good, cus first game already win, is this like use waterbomb de game, then pass with garbage bag to the end of the row, then someone will hit wif a 'bat', if burst then count as one. our batter damn good, every one oso hit burst then we haven even finish the plastic bag the i/c say we win liao HAHA

second game was the chair game, where five pple stand on three chairs then try get to the other side, this one we got tie i tink, cus both teams played cheat la =X after dat was this web like game, where we hafta try get everyone over the web (which are strings tied to walls then got holes in between) yeah then we printed our handprints on the banner thingy, i tink it looks super nice, cus everyone diff colour de handprint then it spells the HWACHONG...

the nex game was the veh WET game, we haf to crawl across this whole wet mat to the other side and then slide over again... whole body wet! cus the OGLs keep spraying water on our backs HAHA. but we lost that one (the only one we lost)

love the las one! it was this scissors paper stone game, but we hafta travel along the benches, until we reach the other side then consider one, we damn pro la! cus we din let any of the other team over, and we had like 5 or 6 over at the other side best game!

todae was much better than yesterday, but i tink tmr the after effects oso worse... HAHA but dun care la it was fun!^^

really wanted to go out together tmr, but then huipin got stuff on and guess its too rush, then they say nex weekend go out... a lot of og going out during weekend i so jealous! our dinner is on mon...

anyway, overall, it was jus absolutely fantastic! its so good until you can be so sure you wun experience the same at all in other jc! haha... really like Hwachong already like on the 3rd day?! and i'm SO not wanting to be separated until my CT =( then everything has to start over again haix...

mon having lectures already im looking forward to the dinner!^^

ta-dah tmr staying at home alone again =(

2008-01-01T05:10:00.000-08:00

TMR IS J1 ORIENTATION!

omg.omg. im NOT ready yet. waitttttttt!

i jus saw the schedule for tmr i was like O.O

talks talks and MORE talks. damn it. and i hope their audi is good. dun need as good as NY one but at least not that bad. HAHA and i hope we can have free seating, which is like pretty much impossible...

and i can't believe we are having tests for bio and phy! omg. i SURE fail. and everything ends at 6 WTH?! i nvr knew orientations are DAT long. and lets hope its fun!

i tink im quite lucky le la, cus at least my OG got lutheng and cheryl chia, pple at least i know and is quite close... other pple dun even haf pple they know =( but still a bit nervous sia!

stupid KAIYUN is on the phone hmph.

i shall reply tags.

~

LESLEY> me love you too!!! my future MOTHER-IN-LAW! oh no. sungmin's birthday is ending soon =( oh and i need to link u bac....

jiayi> eh who was the one who was laughing at us going crazy over them loh! now u see why we so crazy right.

eve> yeah! but i'm like having difficulties finding all the news and stuff... BUT I SHALL NOT GIVE UP!^^

kaiyun> u idiot. nvr see the one whole paragraph i wrote abt u right?! kame?! why the hell would i put him? yeah maybe if someday he becomes half as cute and shuai as my laogong or hongki yeah then probably i'll put him HAHA. eh veh easy scroll down one can, dun even need see the arrows =.= i oso dun wan go loh, but at least my OG grp got pple i noe... almos =.= i tink Kat tun is BARELY as cute!

2007-12-31T07:23:00.000-08:00

Listening to Orchestra de Nodame now!

feel so xing fu!!!^^

oh man. another 20 mins more it's goanna be another year already.

i jus realise my 4 years of secondary life jus ended! omg. so fast. like blink, and its gone. HAHA but i tink it was pretty eventful and worth it. at least i dun regret living my life now.

dun feel like recounting all the stuff that happen, cus there are jus TOO much stuff... 204, OM, TVXQ... OM was like the biggest thing i ever had in my whole life, which led me to US.

going there was fun. going there with my teammates was fun-er. going with my fwen there to participate OM Worlds is the greatest! the pins, the pple, the competition itself... the flight and the flight food! haha okae im talking no sense.

i guess the best thing was to know tvxq and get into k-pop. actually i got to knew SJ first... then came in all the peeps with the same craze over k-pop. got new fwens, got closer wif fwens i already knew.

tvxq!SG one thing i cannot NOT mention. thats where i found all my fwens. and i love them a lot!!! to name out is goanna take awhile already. lets start from my sch de first!

eve, shiqi, jingyu... i got to know them on the China trip, and then the frenzy craze finding photobooks.. HAHA sheena, whom i knew by visiting their class everyday LOL. no la okae maybe not everyday. yen, actually we knew each other during las year de EOY exams (i had no idea how) yeah... xingyi, whom i got closer from 204 that time... everytime i had nothing to do during recess i wld always go their class, and they welcome me like their own classmate =) and we all always go googoo gaagaa as we watch all the db and sj videos in their class hah. frankly speaking, they were more like my classmates rather than those in my OWN class.

on to forum! melt, alice, ryn, lesley, amber, wenting, jac, shuting (did i miss out anyone?) the once-in-awhile outing with them was always a happy one. cus everyone is crazy! and we jus all go crazy together^^ I LOVE THEM! they're like my family hehe. (lesley is my new mother-in-law-to-be.)

as i haf said like umpteen times, i treat fwens as the most important pple... sometimes even more important than my family. and i guess that will not change for a veh long time.

oh and of cus how can i forget her, that baka. haha that baka who was classmates with me for 4 years. din really get to know her in sec 1, only got closer in sec 2 cus of shooting. TAN KAI YUN! hahah. one farnie and totally idiot person. i know her so well until i dunno how to describe her liao. really glad we maintain the friendship until now... i noe sometimes i temper damn bad then dao u la, but forgive kae. haha maybe nex year we'll be in the same class still, maybe sit together at the class bench HAHA eh! i love you kae. dun say i nvr sae! =X

i tink if i nvr knew tvxq i'll regret like hell. i was wondering how i wld ever SURVIVE my life without them. as in its to the extent that i really pity those who dunno them at all! they're LIFELESS! oh my. i'm sorry. =) well its db that led me to know a lot of other GREAT and talented bands. shall i list them out, yeah i tink i should...

SUJU> i knew them first, heechul first. thats why hes my first love HAHA. sj ah, one crazy boyband. they're all talented on their own... some cute, some silly, some pretty... they're jus one crazy band altogether, i mean we're made crazy by them! haha love the 13 boys totally!

TVXQ>this one no need say le. i place them like GOD. haha they're in a place in my heart, untouchable and shall nvr be replaced. they CAN'T be replaced! totally. if anyone were to ask me who u tink or recommend as a good and talented boyband i wld definitely say its TVXQ (even if they go 'HAR?' after that) there are like umpteen reasons why i like them so much. even if they were to leave us and go Japan and totally leave us no news. but they're coming bac soon! (i hope) i dunno how long i can go on idolising them but i tink its goanna be really really really long. cus they're SO good. EXPERT. PERFECT. PROFESSIONAL. oh man my vocabulary is limited.

FT Island>wad can i say? THEY'RE THE CUTEST! haha. hello! they're like our age?! but they are really a band. as in theres a drummer, bassist, guitarist and vocalist. i love the vocalist^^ hehe. hes my boyfriend!

to those who criticise k-pop or says its jus a wave and will go away, open BIG your ears and listen to their music pls. i believe, NONE of any taiwanese bands can beat them. try letting sing live and dance at the same time. or send them to Japan and stay there for one year and yet gain fame in only a few month's time. or make them sing, mc, act, advertise and perform all at the same time. and if they were to haf fans (and i mean like a HUGE fanbase) in countries like Korea, Japan, China, Thailand, US, SG, come find me pls. i tink u jus mixed up k-pop wif c-pop.

oh man this is like my resolution for the year anyway its jus new year!^^ sheena says the sms system is jammed LOL. anyway this is my passion for music! and it shall continue on in jc...

okae lets see wad else do i hafta do in jc...

1. i need to save up money. i want my doll! okae i shall eat maggi noodles everyday. (quite impossible but who the hell cares)

2. i need tuition. or else im goanna fail all my subj in jc and get kicked out. wif no o lvl cert somemore. damn. hope eve that one not the one i wen b4. then i shall go!^^

3. i really wanna work hard! and i hope the lessons are much more interesting!^^ somehow lectures some more interesting... at least u get to choose who u wanna sit wif and can move ard haha

okae the rest i can't tink of it now. shall add on someday. HAHA anyway got big proj to discuss wif xingyi and eve HEHE.

2007-12-29T04:44:00.000-08:00

BLOG PHOTO CHANGED!!!

i super love this photo. cus my laogong looks super innocent and super cute =X

okae la the other members looks super good too... i always love them in white shirts! and yoonho is looking super like a boss wif the specs HAHA. and for once i allow yoochun to touch my laogong's shoulder. (cus junsu is touching too =X) anyway i admit he looks super good here too...

added Hongki de gif in my wishlist too! go see! haha super duper cute...

todae wen to do my hair... took 4 hours and 100 bucks. cut, change parting, rebond. now u see me might be a little shock cus i change parting...

one more important thing!

I MISS HONGKI! T.T

they're going everywhere to meet fans but there are no news abt them at all =(

im sad. and i miss hongki.

las night me and lesley was totally going berserk on msn, cus we were like snatching sungmin and ryeowook here and there with our small nicks. HAHA chiwei saw it too! if i manage to find it in the history folder i shall post it here LOL

going out wif lesley, xingyi, amber and ryn tmr! haha we going some korean super mart or sth...

okok i shall post some of my cute boy de photo! (in Japan T.T)

^ awww! the rabbit ears! and his mouth! HAHA
^ last but not least a grp photo!

2007-12-27T06:16:00.000-08:00

okae first and foremost i mus say sorry to two of my veh good fwens.

Sheena and Jingyu!

Sorry! Dui bu qi! Gomenasai! Meiahaeyo!

na, 4 languages! can la hor! =X

todae wen out wif Lesley, xingyi, ryn and amber! we wen amk hub to eat lunch then walk ard a bit talk a bit, then wen thomsom plaza pei Lesley go dental... after dat met wif ahma at bishan, eat dinner, and took lots of pictures haha!

^ Mrs leesungmin biting her glasses and looking at her phone =.=
^ the specs dun even haf frame de LOL

^ i took her camera, she took my camera =P
^me and xingyi! my face super big sia!
^ me and chocopie! whee~
chocopie and xingyi! hahah on the bus!

^ dunno wad Lesley doing O.O
^Ryn and her chocolate ice cream!!
^ okae chocopie says she jus realise her fingers so long
^ erm. weird expression i noe.
^ Lesley's shoes are squashed! (by ryn fingers hehe)

^ Lesley the bear! (its the one SJ wore on Star King ^^
^ and the strawberry!
^the bear and the original owner!
^ ahma and her SJ 08 diary
^ okok. im jealous.

tmr going out wif my primary school fwens to cycle~! haha shall bring along my camera too...

good camera jiu shi good camera, the photos all so clear! i love my camera now! hehe.

2007-12-26T05:59:00.000-08:00

stupid blogger deleted my whole post. nvm for DB i shall rewrite the whole post again.

TVXQ Iple Christmas Message!

FOUR silly boys and their silly messages... basically everyone wants to haf snow then can build snowman and ice fish. yoochun had the =.= idea of hanging frozen fish on the christmas tree DOTS. yoonho jus wanted to decorate the christmas tree wif everyone else (cus changmin did it alone himself las year) the my laogong want to combine everyone's best feature to form the most good looking snowman HAHA (maybe all the features will end up come from him? =X)

my di is DAMN shuai! totally loving his new hairstyle! but his wish is the most realistic (as expected) he wants snow but not too much such that it will clog up the traffic HAHA di ah! probably thats why everyone loves him^^

yoonjae totally owned this video but eve argues wif me is yoosu more =P but yoonjae like sitting in front on the sofa while the rest all standing up, then while jaejoong and yoonho were talking right, dunno how many umpteen times they look at each other can. okae i admit im jus a hardcore yoonjae fan!

so fast one year since DB wen Japan le, hopefully they'll return to korea by nex year! ever since they wen japan, we like lost contac wif them la, there were barely any news and the only things we can anticipate are like them coming bac to korea for special events or new single come out... in the end, many of us piao to other bands HAHA

but as i was telling eve, DB is like WANG. they like at this high high place where they cannot be replaced, so like even if we piao to other bands for awhile, in the end will still come bac to them...

HURRY COME BAC TO KOREA DB!!! We'll wait for you!

i can't wait for them to resume their normal schedule, going on inkigayo, star kings, or even their own shows... korea sure more opportunites la! so hurry come bac!

2007-12-26T05:16:00.000-08:00

AMBER AND WT UNNIE IS BACK!

haha like finally... wen airport wif Lesley and chiwei (did i spell correctly?) on the bus we super crazy, some more sit at the bac, then keep talking abt random stuff... Lesley keep talking abt Big bang, omg the pumpkin has suddenly vanished HAHA (oops!)

the three of them took damn long to come out la, and wen they came out, all da bao xiao bao... is really da bao xiao bao loh! HAAH then immedialtely give out all the albums, diaries blah blah... oh then we wen high in the middle of the airport cus ahma and unnie was like describing how it was like when they saw sj... they're like one hilarious bunch totally... jus wanna hug one and bring home HAHA...

yeah then after dat everyone wen their own way then i nth to do! stupid kaiyun dun wan come out so i no choice had to go home by myself =(

wen ntuc restock food, but then i kena cheated! i tot they having offer then two packets of koko krunch cheaper by one dollar, in the end nvr! then i wasted money can! hmpf.

anyway meeting ryn and gang tmr, wonder wad we goanna do, i shall bring my camera and pai lots of photos! heh heh.

2007-12-25T07:40:00.000-08:00

I've got a NEW Camera!

its Sony Cyber-shot latest model... DSC-T2, the one that a lot of places are putting out on display...

my best christmas present! (though i had to fork out $150 still...)

8.1 Megapixel.
Super Steadyshot
4GB internal memory (it doesn't need a memory card)
2.7 inch touch screen (wif a pen rather than buttons)
and a Smile detector! (it snaps when someone smiles HAHA)

and its got the effects which are super cool, i haven't check it out yet, the battery needs to charge for 8 hours =(

oh yeah! i roughly got my wishlist stuff already! the main ones. hehe. finally a good camera. my previous one was like 6.0 MegaPixel =.=

2007-12-24T10:41:00.000-08:00

I FOUND MY DREAM DOLL!!!!

omg omg. the girl is right. once you've found a doll that you can't stop thinking abt and no other dolls ever appeal to u, thats your dream doll...

MY BOY! (yet to be)

isn't he gorgeous? ^^

2007-12-24T07:47:00.000-08:00

I jus had Mac dinner on Christmas Day eve!

while everyone else are having their family dinner! =(

todae got christmas party wif eve, melt, ace, xingyi, ryn, hanna, shiqi, melly and shin juju!

we wen the party world at somerset, wen crazy la, and sang like hell lots of songs, eng, jap, kor, chi all got... HAHA

okae i shan't talk much post more photos!

WARNING: photo spam! (24)

^ eve looking at menu! we ate kobayashi at cine veh nice! shall go bac dere eat some day...

^ my bao nuer singing! see the pose so pro!
^ Zhang ri in de Why! so cool! can't believe can find her song there! eve sang whole song herself. pro right...
^Suju! 'Cus i can't stop thinking about you girl!' hahha

^ scary Santa Claus aka hanna!
^ umma finished the whole bowl herself! omg O.O
^ xylo-wind! i tot they called S.H.E at first leh! =X
^ the exchange presents! so many diff shape... the small pink one is mine!^^
^ ace, eve and melt! haha i like ace's jacket!^^

^ me and other bao nuer, shiqi! and hanna's extra fingers...
^ eve's head is squashed! by hanna's fingers again...
^ ahhh, EMAX coupling, eve and ace! LOL
^ shiqi and ryn! they were looking at the screen and dazed until i called them for a photo hehe.
^ da qing ma qiao! hanna shuo qiao qiao hua to melly!

^umma wif the mike! hahah she looks veh silly here =X

^ cool sia! i like this one!
^ melt and eve! peace!
^ more peace from me and my umma!
^ ahh i love the photos wif umma! cus veh niceeee! heh heh umma tinks so too...

^ love the ones wif ryn too! spammed a lot but i deleted a lot too... i look quite cute here hor =X
^ ryn looks so dead =.=
^xylo-wind! hahah harlow SMILE girls!
^ dunno wad they praying for =X
^ me and xingyi! whee~! finally one zi pai nice de!

Finished! but not all here, if wan everything come find me on msn!

EMAX de photos shall be kept safe and only gong kai when they finish recording their latest song lol.

anyway i like their first photoshoot! got one like official cd cover HAHA! and still got solo de wor! haha i'm like their baomu plus photographer WOO!

ohoh!

Merry Christmas!!!! haha though i totally haf nth to do tmr... wanna stay at home, outside sure everywhere crowded =(

EDIT!

something i mus say!

ace is so FARNIE! she first time see her todae (actually me too) and she describes me as "XMEI was like gothic loli girl lor. hahaha! cept that her hair wasn't tied up and then she still wore specs. but she really very lolita."

HAHAHAH! okae im amused.

2007-12-23T07:16:00.000-08:00

^ i realise i din post up this photo?

or did i?

anyway its the one where the few of us wen xingyi de dance comp!

and they won!

lol so long ago...

but i realise i miss amber ahma. T.T she's only coming bac on the 26th. okae i shall go jie ji! haha.

anyway from left: jac, ryn, xingyi (she looks super white O.O but veh pretty!^^), amber, me and sheena!

ahma! hurry come bac la! your granddaughter miss u a lot laaa! wt unnie too!!!

i tink i'm crazy. i was jus browsing the photos in my received files found this photo and decided to post it LOL. hmpf. nvm tmr will haf a lot of photos to post. unless i stupidly forgot to bring camera. choi choi touch wood.

2007-12-23T04:41:00.000-08:00

My dear table shared coffee with me todae.

=.= -> i noe you are having this kind of face now. actually not only the table, my phone, bread, mouse, sudoku book and 77th street plastic bag all felt really thirsty so shared my coffee.

now my room smells of coffee, the packet kind...

anyway wen out to get christmas present (for tmr's party) wif sheena. managed to get one, i shall not say wad it is heh heh. but i like it alot! something that i wanted to get veh long ago too, and got relationship wif db oso (they use to play wif it in Japan BIG clue)

met QQ at Heren de Action City! at first i nvr see her, then is she come tap me on the shoulder... ahahhaa veh long nvr see her le! i tot she work at PS de action city but she said she kena transfer over... veh happy to see her wor! lol jia you for ur work yeah!!^^

oh then i found the glove too! i tink it fits wif my outfit for tmr, oh man im going in like black and white for christmas party, a little lolita and a little punk HAHA. sheena is killing me again cus i found a lot of things to buy but then jus no money, probably going bac to get them...

like got the live CD for Nodame Cantabile! omg i like finally found it, cus the original Ost dun haf the pieces played by them so i dun like. but i managed to find this one in HMV (Heren) called 'Orchestra de Nodame' which is 26.90 and records all the famous pieces played inside. MY DREAM CD~! i've been wanting to find those pieces for so long cannot find...

oh another thing is this tie thingy, veh nice too from Xcraft in Far East Plaza, 14.90! we saw one veh nice black tie wif a cross at the bottom but its like 26.90 O.O

okae so i've got more things to buy =X but sheena managed to find her bag too! oso from zinc, this white one wif gold words... i tink she bought? lol.

i hope tmr is fun! got a lot of pple i dunno going ne! okae not a lot la. ace, kelly and evon! veh long nvr see nicole and shinjuju oso le... mus take a lot of photos tmr! mus mus. ZE TAI NI!

ohhhh! i was watching db celebrating junsu birthday on the thailand concert super farnie... i tink yoonho wanted to take revenge so grab some of the cake and smash into junsu face right after they finished singing the birthday song, causing junsu to fall down wif a loud thud (ouch!) then changmin grabbed more of the cake and smash into his head while he was on the floor while yoonho simply took the whole plate and smack his head HAHA.

my laogong simply was too shocked and jus jumped away from them and laughed at the side. =.= yoochun veh nice, he hurry grabbed the towels from one of the workers then threw one over junsu head (yoosu!) then yoonho almos slipped from the cake that they smash onto the floor.

junsu funniest la, hes like kicking his legs all ard on the floor and trying to wipe off the cake from his head, then after he stood, everyone ran away from him but then he took some of the cake on the floor and throw to the fans! O.O junsu ah, they nvr throw cake at you why u throw at them?! LOL hilarious. they always hafta prepare one cake for smashing everytime celebrate someone birthday HAHA.

okae enuff of db sillyness...

2007-12-22T06:39:00.000-08:00

whee~!

=) im getting high by myself in front of my laptop after watching db debut that time 'Hug' de perfs... they've got like TONS! one tv station can haf like 3 la omg...

they were so young then! my di was like my age! oh yeah its like three years ago...

changmin had that curved hair, which flips which he moves his head too fast...

yoochun looking as cute as ever, i agree he was the most charismatic on stage...

junsu, no need to say, one word, KAWAII! i still like that time his hair better, cus i tink it suited his character better... but now he still veh silly and cute la, ben xing nan yi!

yoonho still had that two tiger teeth at the front which i tot was super duper cute, but he looks super shuai after he took them off la... i jus haf to say my laogong totally has a great taste!

and of cus my laogong! haha i tink he looks veh diff from how he looks like now but i jus can't tell where... he looks super like a kitty then i realise cus his eyes super big and shiny... that time i tink he still not veh suited to the camera, so can't really present himself well enuff, but the singing is no need to say de, somemore every perf live

dunno how many times i haf said this but db is one band i'll nvr gif up. nobody knows how long we can go on like this, everyday coming bac immediately oning the comp checking for updates... once see their new perf start commenting abt, gather in someone house screaming away at their videos... its crazy, but really fun as well...

and of cus, the most important thing is, they're definitely worth it. being able to actually noe their presence and be their idols, i actual feel proud and really lucky. imagine if i nvr knew them for my whole life. wow i tink i pity the ones who dunno them at all, you're missing out like hell! HAHA.

though they're now in Japan and news are like once in a blue moon, not to say perfs (i suspect they had a lot of those kind of qian chang hui and wen on a lot of shows but we jus din get to see as much) and im like starting to piao to other bands, but they still stay at no. 1 for me. though i may go goo goo gaa gaa over all the other bands but i tink i placed them at the highest place such that they cannot be replaced. they're like idols that i not only love, but oso respect...

my laogong oso the same la haha although i veh often piao here piao there, pple who know me i keep going like 'omg yoonho is so shuai! hongki so cute!' go like really high over pple but in the end will still come bac to Jaejoong. as in hes always there la, no one will replace him for that place but perhaps add on? HAHA im not saying like im jus playing ard wif the others or wad but i really like the others too! (im not giving up on Hongki! =X)

yeah okae i realise i jus blabbered out some piece of unorganised crap but its all true la. at the least i noe they're true myself and i guess that is the mos important... haha...

for those who dunno db, start googling them! LOL they haf quite a few names: TVXQ, DBSK, THSK... and the korean one is Dong Bang Shin Ki, jap one TOHOSHINKI, chi one Dong Fang Shen Qi. HAHA try any one will do. trust me, if you like bands who are good looking and really talented, you will nvr regret. remember to join tvxq!SG~!

2007-12-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

I love myself todae~!

cus i'm super lucky todae!!!

hahah todae was supposed to pei sheena go bugis de sim lim tower buy her IT stuff then shop a bit. me and jingyu were planning to reach there ard 11 dunno for wad but end up both of us late... reached ard 11.45 but still earlier than the actual meeting time wif sheena at 12. so weird sia...

we wen the bugis street damn early then a lot of the shops not open. actually it was not veh early loh already like 1 or 2 but a lot of the shops inside still closed so decided to go sim lim first.

on the way right, cus need cross de road then i veh rush wan jay walk over then got this person keep going 'oi! OI!' i tot she calling someone else so nvr turn back, too concentrated on crossing the road. end up jing called me then i turn to see who was it...

LESLEY! HAHA oops! i totally din realise, jing was like telling me how she was like looking at us opposite the other side le LOL. i dunno wad i was doing O.O heh heh sorry lesley! =X

then me and jing wen downstairs de coffee shop cus veh lazy pei sheena walk ard with everywhere IT stuff =P and the two of us were like singing our lungs out cus that coffee shop damn empty no one de, then we jus practise =)

after dat wen bac bugis there to shop... walk ard like 5 to 6 times all ard still cannot find anything to buy ne... so we wen to the nearby hawker centre to eat, i only bought a drink la haha. oh! then we saw this quite cute guy. okae is i notice first de. then we were discussing abt him behind his back HAHA my taste no bad de okae, sheena and jing oso tink he quite cute...

we almos want to stalk him but then cannot find him anymore... then jingyu found this quite cute de shirt at 10 dollars so she bought (borrowing money from sheena haha) then is my turn! haha i found mine at this lolita shop. at first is jus a shirt then the salesperson got another skirt to pei then end up veh nice... the shirt was 29.90 then the skirt 24.00 i got both for 50 exact. slightly cheaper la HAHA but not bad la i like ^^

end up sheena was complaining she was the only one who din get anything although we were supposed to be the ones accompanying her to shop but she still got a hat la, the one i had too but diff colour...

after dat jing wen home first then me and sheena wen to eat dinner at bugis junction and shop ard a bit... at first saw a few nice bags in Zinc, after dat i wanted to go bac see again so nex time can come buy... got this veh nice de but a bit small then i was like telling sheena if only got a big one then i probably will buy...

i tink the salesman heard me or sth then tell us actually he got the big one wif him but cus is send to wrong outlet thats why he has to try selling it away... i tink he super noe how to talk la say until like i'm damn lucky cus that one veh rare and im probably the only one who can buy it HAHA so i got it =X although i already haf a school bag but then since its nice...

sheena wan kill me liao HAHA in the shop i was like "wad the hell is wrong wif todae?" hahaha... the best is yet to come!

i took the marina bay line cus din wan to stand all the way then guess who i saw! the same cute guy we saw earlier! and there we were earlier saying that we din get to see them again after dat O.O hahaha i could recognise them cus hes wearing white plus with this fwen whom i tot has quite feminine features yeah... haha then i immdiately sms sheena and jing LOL sheena was like saying i damn heng i tink so too!!!!

they were sitting a bit further away but i tink they noticed me too dunno is bcus i was wearing the brown hat or they saw me keep looking at them HAHA. then they move over leh! over to my side there de, as in cus im like sitting at the two sit one. then they move to the side seats of the long row across mine. heh heh then i saw the cute guy looking over to my side through the reflection from the door haha...

i was hoping they alight at Yishun but end up the train terminates at Yishun =.= okae im a little despo hor but i tink he veh cute la, veh good for cosplay hahah again right. i SO need my own studio man.

okok photos time!

^the outfit! xinmei is going lolita lu xian! okae la its as complicated as the real lolita one but quite similar...

i look super fat man cus the shirt quite tight =( but i like the shirt! sheena and jing say the skirt oso veh nice haha

^ the Zinc bag! it dun look as nice on the photo but the actual one veh nice heh heh

2007-12-20T08:09:00.000-08:00

CIRCLE OF LIFE~!

yen ngee's dance school de concert! damn nice. professionals jiu shi professionals, everyone so good and all the zhi shi damn nice, even for the guys. though we (me jingyu and lu theng) were sitting on the las row but still can see yen la HAHA and oh yeah i insist its blue eye shadow LOL

we tot we will be late cus we were at cck at ard 6 plus, left there only at abt 7, lucky the train fast... then on the way pass the bridge we saw cosplayers! one look i noe is trinity blood de, and i tink they are the ones from EOY cosplay cus look veh familiar... but then hor on the bridge there no light at all la, i wonder how they take one. use flash yeah la, but i tink no external light only flash will look super weird, like suddenly for a flash of light on you like dat, thats why i dun like to use flash, spoil my photos =(

okae la victoria theatre actually quite small, smaller than i expected. we sat all the way up on the last row hehe. bought yen ngee this bear plus white rose small one. i wanted to get a slightly bigger one but someone like no money so yeah...

it was really a good show, love the kids! they are like super cute and super synchronised! heh heh. and i tink nearly all the dancers wen on tip toe, then we saw yen de feet kena tied up by bandages, tot she injured so badly sia but no la, is for the tip toe part, but veh cool sia!

so sad i forgot to bring camera, but then oso cannot take photo inside then outside too dark le... after dat we were waiting for yen to come out then me and jingyu starting singing at one corner outside, in the end kena chase out by the security or sth =X

ohoh! guess who i met after dat! omg i cannot believe it la, todae damn lucky... cus i was taking the escalator down to cityhall mrt station then i saw this veh familiar head =X as in she dyed it purple la so its like dark purple veh easy recognise plus her dressing style oso, immediately i racognise her liao.

meanwhile i was on the phone wif kaiyun then i stun awhile, staring as she passed by (she was taking the escalator up i was going down HAHA) then i wen...

"omg... omg i tink i jus saw ******..."

haha kaiyun oso like super shocked on the other side of the phone... i was jus like stun stun and look look. HAHA she was wif her bunch of fwens la...

okae jus in case u tink is some idol or sth no its not la, even if is idol i oso wun shock until like dat... but then she is wo ren tong one of the best cosplayer i ever seen la, not only costume but oso appearance veh suitable for cosplay... she wen for a lot of professional photoshoots oso, then i first time go cosplay event jiu notice her le so yeah...

but veh sad this year EOY she nvr cosplay, super shock, cos the EOY one is always the biggest and yet she nvr =( we (me ky and audrey) were trying to find her during the event then me and ky saw her walk past in her normal clothes (i tink her normal style oso veh cool, a little punk that kind of feeling) we sound like stalker sia, but no la jus tink shes really good at it and we veh chong bai... haha so i guess only ky and audrey will noe who i'm talking abt heh heh.

tmr going out wif sheena and jingyu to shop. sheena wan go sim lim square i need get my white shirt and probably some accessories. i want my pay! omg they're nbot giving me la damn it. and i need to save up for my doll. im pretty certain that i wan to get it. actually i wld haf enuff money when i get my pay but that'll probably be enuff for only the naked doll =(

seriously after changing the keyboard (my 's' and 'alt' were missing remember) it is so much easier to type.l i haf no idea why my parents nvr wanted to fix it until now =.= like until after i bought another keyboard. waste my money damn it. this one jus replace the whole piece somemore no need money can! grrrrr my pay leh. or else i wld haf like 20 dollars more. I WANT MY PAY! hmpf.

okae. gtg din bathe tonight need bathe early tmr morning. hopefully tmr i'll be as lucky and see sth really nice and cheap HAHA

oh yeah las but not least...

Congrats to yen ngee for her last successful performance!

it was really a great one. but i guess she wun see this, she dun read blogs de =( too bad. HAHA

2007-12-16T05:37:00.000-08:00

wen out wif eve todae to celebrate Junsu and Jaejin birthday... well in a way.

wen novena to haf lunch then walk ard abit at square2 but then sol mart nvr sell junior mag =(

eve realises that novena got starbucks at united square then she damn amazed and excited LOL so we wen there to get a cake and coffee duh

ohoh b4 dat we wen popular and got yg mag!! got two so each of us buy one. eh eve, mine still wif you HAHA

we bought me and her fave de Cookies and cream cheesecake! hahah but no candle =( took a lot of photos though! ^^

i tink the pple inside starbucks at that time tink we siao liao cus we stick a straw into the cake as candle =X and then we suddenly shriek when we saw ft island in the two mag... unexpected leh! cus i tot will only haf db then when eve showed me i was like O.M.G haha HONGKI!

damn sad la veh hard to find ncie photos of ft island, their golden disk perf damn nice! cus hongki tied up his hair (as in everything) then tied wif this white fluffy thing so look veh nice and then junghoon stood on the wind thingy durhing the perf so his hair like kena blown up damn shuai. woonbin and jaejin oso got their hair spiked up, in a way... HAHA minhwan super cute.

but jus no photos damn it. their photographers sucked. their outfit and appearance so damn nice yet no good photos. anyway golden disk de perf so much better than mkmf la, especially sj de... all damn special. all got add stuff infront or use diff style... a must-watch!

anyway, the cosplay photos are taking a damn long time to fix and they aren't coming out nice so dun tink will be posting them soon... =(

tmr going yen house wif sheena but i tink we'll end up wif nth to do so i shall bring along my laptop and maybe show them a bit of golden disk perf and some others heh heh

okae here are the photos!

HAPPI BURFDAE TO JUNSU ABD JAEJIN!!!!^^

2007-12-13T04:38:00.000-08:00

Everyone's leaving sg!!!

okae not everyone... amber and wenting are flying to korea tmr... xingyi is flying to shanghai...

ahh!!! why is everyone going overseas while im still stuck in singapore!!!!

and if i remember correctly kaiyun is supposed to come bac from japan tmr. she better do and bring me sth good bac HAHA argh i missed her...

now im like half looking forward to tmr and half dun wan tmr to come. lol cus tmr eve xingyi and ryn coming to find me at my working place then im supposed to treat them dessert, so it'll be quite fun i guess?

oh and its goanna be my last working dae! whee im half happy half sad cus no need work of cus happy but cannot earn money any more =(

tmr working from 12 to 11! omg 11 hours. and no one im close to working tmr, only got one weird guy who keep slacking and another one whom i din had a veh good impression wif the first time i saw her. oh got one more new one.

at first i tot got new one can bully veh good but no loh! end up haf to help her then veh busy. at least i no need stand outside all the time. okae im bad haha.

and OMG lesley got a pink VAIO for christmas present! im SOSOSOSOSO jealous! its so pretty la, i wan the blue one! haix mus go her house some day and see anyway its so near!

okay okay main point!

一路順風 to ahma, wenting unnie and xingyi! haf fun on your trip and take care! dun forget get me sth too! heh heh.

2007-12-11T08:31:00.000-08:00

As i promised!

photos credit to baidu and 881128.com

2007-12-11T06:11:00.000-08:00

new blogskin thanks to eve!

haha my dear bao nuer veh veh nice, helped me make a new blogskin. dun be too shocked when u see the above photo.

yes it IS lee hongki and NO im not changing husband. i still love jaejoong (look at the gray column at the bottom of the page pls) and he is STILL my laogong.

hongki... he is jus too cute to resist u see...

ANYWAY. todae i feel pampered hehe. drew out like 50 bucks from my bank (that was the least anount available =.=) then i wen for manicure. todae de xing cheng veh long, i was out like for 12 hours

well, wen to lot 1 meet jingyu for breakfast at 9.30. then after that we decided to go play pool so wen bac to yishun where we met xingyi. but todae de pool i play until damn bu shuang, shall go bac again some dae...

after dat we really dunno where to go o end up going bac to lot 1 to find eve, met sheena there too haha. then we to shop ard, buy bubble tea... and ended up wif no place to go again =.=

in the end left me eve and xingyi go all the way to clark quay, a bit crazy sia... after we got off eve and xingyi look like zombies HAHA cus they were sleeping on the train while i was playing naruto on my psp =X

central damn empty, but got quite a lot of things to shop... did my manicure there too 15 dollars! haha she help me shape plus colour, but that colour din turn out as nice, and i destroyed it, so i like rubbed it off w=afe=ter i came home... =X shall put on a light blue one instead. now i noe the ji qiao already! after i see how she do...

ohoh and then three of us wanted to go vivo city go find hanna but then we go there then realise the shop close =.= so sad, after dat me and eve take 855 home, crazy la i like take from one interchange to another interchange! =O eve oso overslept HAHA

i finally bought my new keyboard! heh heh eve so gan dong that i can finally type my 's' and not copy and paste everytime! LOL im trying to get used to the new keyboard cus now my shift, enter and backspace become veh veh small... feel a bit stressed typing cus veh hard to press the backspace keep pressing wrongly... heh heh

tmr got work! =( but lucky still got time go xingyi house bake cake heh heh then going straight from there...

thurs probably going jac house as long as they dun suddenly call me ask me go work HAHA. okae my nex post will be spam hongki photos cus i need to get the border bac according to eve

hongki is cute deeee~!

2007-12-10T05:17:00.000-08:00

purple hair extension!

hehe. went out wif melt, xingyi, amanda, lesley and shuting todae... at first melt and amanda dunno i going wif them, neither did i knew they were going out wif me too O.O

and then somehow since we ended up nth to do, we wen all the way to paya leba to do hair extension HAHA somemore raining so all hair veh wet =X

i got 5 strands of purple extension, the one at the front the mos obvious. lesley got the mos la, at first jus a blonde one in front and red ones at the back. then after dat add two more long ones same colour as her hair de HAHA xingyi got same colour as me, then melt got purple and this dark red but then end up cannot see cus hair veh thick (like mine)

ohoh and i jus got my posb card! hehe. feel like shopping tmr and buy sth worth it...

hmm tmr going out wif jingyu and xingyi, hopefully eve comes along too and i wanna shop!!!

hmph xingyi, lesley and ryn coming to find me on fri! heh heh i veh happy! but im supposed to qing them eat... die they better now buy too much then i dieeee!

finally found out how to put games into my psp, but then need games! now onloy got three but all veh boring O.o haha

TAG replies

xingyi> really? i only first saw it in the movie...

shuting> i work at millenia walk de bakerzin! hero ah, not bad la... that name keep reminding me of jaejoong HAHA

jac> me no bad! you're born to let me suan! oops!

umma> never mehhh? HAHA i lost track le leh... now is which one? =X

eve> yes help meeee! i wan die le... i soooooooooo wanna change skin...

2007-12-04T07:21:00.000-08:00

wen to watch HERO wif xingyi, jac, umm and van unnie...

not bad the movie, pretty farnie... the plot oso veh nice, although at first i tot it is a super boring movie but it turn out pretty good...

then after that the five of them jus stand outside this night market lookalike thingy and chit chat (basically jus suaning jac heh heh)

in the end melt nearly conned me into taking bus wif them all the way to choa chu kang leh! wth... for one moment i tot choa chu kang was between douby gaut and yishun =.=

going out movies again tmr wif yen sheena and jing... goanna watch Enchanted! whee~ im goanna be broke soon

i need to get my psp games! omggggg but stupid TKY is flying to Hokkaido this friday! omg i so wanna kill her... japan lehhh! where my five boys are T.T my laogong!

ohoh! and umma say mus create family tree liao (ours way too luan) anyway she herself keep changing husband =.=

okae gtg got a lot of things to watch! NO.!: sj Explore the body epi 4! (xingyi say super farnie so mus watch!^^) ta-dah

2007-12-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

I jus got my first payyyyyy~!

wheee but its only 120 bucks, but ky says that is only until 20th, so im supposed to haf another 150++ heh heh

todae work still okae la, wang lu jiang came in the afternoon and order bratwurst (my fave) at first i din noe he came in, until he called for order then i shock O.o HAHA he's veh polite so yeah... then his manager came after dat i tink! everything i do de loh, take order, serve, clean!

ohoh! first thing i wanna buy is my psp games! haix my psp slim is like sitting on the shelf and collecting dust cus it has only one game... but ky's cousin is offering 8 games for 50 bucks including the one i wanted which is Audition and im still finding out wad are the more popular ones... if u noe, tag one my tb kaee!

ahh glad sab ended, it wasn't that bad, maybe cus got eve and jingyu (i kept saying that din i) cus we always go somewhere after sab, then me and eve can always go home together^^

nex week working mon thur fri! sat and sun no work! whee im happy deee but ltr got someone cannot come then i hafta take over oso might happen... i dun mind la, can earn money!^^ this time i shall not be as stupid as las time, spent all my hard earned working pay on db photobook, so waste money... this time i shall save up and buy only those worth buying =)

tmr working from 12 to 10 wa wanna die ahhh... but i'll get a staff meal heh heh, jus that it is always busy then super busy, no pple then super slack, if only can get a book and read but cannot cus hafta keep looking after the customers, anyway she is working tmr damn it. i jus hope she dun pick on me on anything, jus ignor me for the whole day cus i haven remember all the ingredients of the food yet =X haix.

ft island not having any perf or anything! and it is really running out of things to download! haix. i shall go update my wishlist... and somehow find a new blogskin =D

2007-11-28T04:23:00.000-08:00

24 manga and 2 library books.

that was the amount of books i brought home all the way from redhill today.

no la i nvr buy so many! in actual fact i only bought 7 =X the others are all dear yen ngee's who apparently will kena scold if found to bring home so many manga and her house has totally no place to put. and sheena's house is full too. can't blame her, she was our 'bank' for the day heh heh

anyway i end up buying the d gray man series and yen ngee bought the mos la but they are all wif me so i can read whee~

ohoh! anyband concert! watched a few of the perf... but the HQ ones haven come out... can't wait for Promise you, sure damn nice. yoonho din dance wif the grp though, again replaced by a masked man haha.

the worst thing is, i tink my laogong is angry wif me! T.T cus i got xin huan! die die. he wore singlet for the performance! O.O as in singlet like de shirt HAHA. but everyone else wear long sleeve! and he end up revealing everything =.= im pretty sure hes angry wif me thats why...

EVIDENCE:

2007-11-27T06:25:00.000-08:00

3 really HEN pple came to my house todae.

well at first three of us wen westmall to meet the las one for lunch. after dat i had to rush home to prepare for my work.

and then they were deciding wad to do. they decided not to go home.

and then they were deciding whose house to go. wanted to go one of them de house but that person dun wan to go home herself =.=

and then they simultaneously said to me...

'i'll go your house if you dun work todae.'

how nice! =.= and a few mins ago they were arguing whose house to go and the nex moment they somehow came up to a decision among themselves through i dunno wth, telepathy? and left me with that.

so i ended up having to call my boss, and faked an illness. and so we all wen my house.

basically we did nth much except to watch the 3rd episode of explore the body (sj new show), drink some aloe vera plus apple juice, and finally due to one stubborn little girl who insisted that she wanted to do the db puzzle, we all ended up cracking our heads for the puzzle.

but anyway we ended up only finishing the border (its a pretty big one, like 1000 pieces) and the five faces (well roughly, thanx to the stubborn one) and now it is lying under my bed. and the rest of the pieces i had to keep in diff plastic bag to separate them until the three veh HEN pple come my house again on thurs to continue it.

ahhh lame day. anyway those three veh HEN pple were eve, xingyi and jingyu. dun bother guessing who is who.

we're (i tink) discussing abt the tvxq! sfc de christmas party like where to hold and all the stuff, found a place, but not sure how many pple will turn up, need ard 20? or else its veh ex so everyone pls co-operate! i was given the job to find pple to come =.= i haf no idea why. anyway hopefully they got dvd player and all the stuff then we can bring all our disc go there play, anyway its suppose to be an official sfc gathering!^^

jus saw this video of kone's new mv on youtube. unfortunately, its an exact copy of db's 'O'. ahh jus they changed the tune quite a bit but its veh obvious that it is O. if that song was composed by them, i despised them now. a lot.