i hate it when i know someone's against me.
i rather not know.
i tot it was jus my pov
but its SO obvious.
and i dunno why is this happening.
jealousy?
fear?
it is so childish to be doing this kind of things
i don't want to
i wan everyone to be together, like a family
cus i need one
that is wads keeping me together.
i've been neglecting that prob for quite long i realise
i've known it long ago jus that i din bother to care about it.
but now...
it's getting out of hand
i feel confused
i feel hurt
i feel betrayed
i hate to be hated or disliked by my fwens
i rather i not know it or i'll hate that person back which i'll regret later.
but i can't do anything about it except jus emo-ing in a post like this
damn the feeling sucks.
i really dun wan it to happen on me again.
i had enuff two years ago...
everyone seems to be down, i shouldn't be doing this, i should be with my friends and supporting them.
lets all be strong and get it over with.
and when the storm is over, we shall haf fun together again
i hope...
