If you're not the oneIf you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
hmm. this is rare. cus i hardly quote songs. but this is a really nice song. i mean, its the perfect song for...
YOONJAE!
=X credit to MissyEs from tvxq!SG. its one of the songs in her Paradox's Box Ost (its a fanfic) when i first heard it, i realise it SO suit yoonjae! omg. and it really really really really really seems to be like from jaejoong's point of view, and especially suit the fic.
The fic basically is talking about yoonjae, them knowing each other since young and till now, becoming inseparable... Its really good cus the writer can portray it so well that the two of them jus cannot live without each other. the descriptions, the actions, every word and sentence really showed the very strong yet veh fragile bond.
currently, jaejoong was going through this trauma, that he had since young as his parents had abused him really badly. though he love yoonho a lot, yet he din dare to go too close, jus unable to overcome that fear...
haha. it shall remain as my blog song for the time being. meanwhile, my jap prelim has ended. well, roughly, the main component is over. oral is over, paper 1 was over. tmr, theres two paper, listening plus compre, not like i can study for it anyway, so my jap prelim ended. oh man, i swear this is like the only one prelim that i studied for such a long time, i bet even for eoy las year i din even spend so much time on ANY of the subj O.O
paper 1 was okay, at least i was able to do. but i tink i screwed qns 5 , the free essay. hah farnie cus i tot i'll screw the picture compo rather than the free essay. but nvm since its over...
sept holidays coming. dats means eoys are coming too. damn. i really wan to continue jap in jc as a hc1, but... its 5.30 to 7.30 and i veh scared if i dun well it will pull down my grades veh badly... hmm. but i still wanna continue the subj!
can't wait for tmr to be over, then i can finally at least breathe. all the kanji, katagana, hiragana are still like flying ard my head... its like for every english word you will try to translate it to jap haha.
okae i shall go catch up on other stuff..
sayounara~!
