i haven been blogging since i dun even noe when
had to chiong props all the way till the actual day itself,
the day itself proved that all our efforts has gone to waste.
we were quite screwed from the beginning actually, jus dat finally can see everyone working and rushing together jus b4 the competition so it wasn't dat bad.
we really thought we would win.
i was super nervous cus i had a lot of backstage 'scenes' plus my hat and card, but i was quite focused on the skit itself, so din hear the crash at the side. but barely b4 half of the skit, i turned around to look, hoping to see them still putting weights and going well, but it was all empty. everything was cleared.
din bother to even stay for prize presentation, why stay to hear other pple cheer and scream, which will make you feel even worse? wen straight to meet yan hui and sarah at novena, shopped a little and wen STJ.
i survived the impact quite well im surprised, at first i tot i would not be able to take it too. but i guess i knew it would haf happen. though no one knew the insides, they would not haf let us go US jus like dat, its way too easy.
but im really glad for those who supported me all the way and comforted after the thing... i've got a thank you list
firstly to AMBER, omg she totally shocked me when i was abt to start performance and she was jus standing right at the side. and she bought us sunflowers! im jus super glad to see her la. she lost her way to ACSI, somehow managed to find her way to ACSI, and also to the multipurpose hall! ahma you're damn zai, im sry for not picking up your 14 missed calls =( love you lotssss!
to SARAH, LILY and YANHUI, sisters! ahh without your i cannot survive through classes la! seriously, lucky got your in class, or i wld haf died long ago. im really sry for my mood swings, it wun be like this anymore (hopefully) ahh and i feel super glad to see sarah that day in sch while me and ky wen bac to sch like 8 plus to do om, cus was feeling super down then saw her in sch! HUGGGGGGGGS, im okay already so dun worry yeah!
to XINXI, thx so much for helping us!!! haha me and kaiyun will go run to you when we're damn upset and wanna cry la... you're our emotional support! aiyah really, arigatogozaimasu!
to EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAF HELPED US OR CHEERED US ON, thank you to all of u! im sry if i missed anyone (i hope i dun) but currently a bit on a rush i haf a math lecture test tmr! gg really.
i haf one stack of math notes waiting for me damn sian. then chem class test coming up oso zzzz its hard to catch bac sia. i dun feel sad for myself actually, i feel sad for other pple who worked even harder or helped me during the whole thing like
KAIYUN! haix. i dunno wad to say really. its no doubt you've put in ur best. take it easy yeah? i tink you shud haf guessed it would turn out this way and i tink its better too though tough...
my mum! she made my whole costume la... sheesh make until super frustrated and stressed now im not even wearing it anymore.
i sort of haf forgotten all the work i've put in already, instead im feeling sad for all those i missed. its so hard to catch up. and its not worth it at all to miss them in the first place. okae better go now.
haix i feel so tired...
