WHAT THE F***
why did i frigging screw up my interview?!
wad the shit. all i had to do is to relax and express myself properly. and i would haf easily gotten in like all the rest of the 25 pple.
and i jus had to be the lucky 4 who kena kicked out.
wad the shit i jus hate myself la seriously.
I JUST EFFING HATE MYSELF.
why can't i jus express myself properly!
why am i so bad with words?!
as in, wads wrong with being bad with words?!
okae. its my fault. i've told myself. if i din get in, it is ALL my fault
my fault for screwing up my interview.
i should haf known.
but i really wanna get in.
i guess being passionate but unable to express and convince pple is a sad thing.
so seriously passion isn't everything.
in fact its not that important.
wad can i do?!
i can only prove myself through actions since i suck at words.
but apparently i don't even haf a chance to do that.
my life is screwed.
i dunno wad i am doing.
wad is the point of doing anything now?!
like i said. it is all or nothing.
everything jus shatters seriously.
eff it LA. walao. now my whole jc life is SCREWED.
just bcus of a frigging screwed up interview...
