im like feeling hot all over...
nono im NOT trying to be horny but serious i haf that burning sensation all over my skin after today's trning.
and im seriously BAKED. my arms and legs became black just after one afternoon and my face is slightly red. xinxi likes that shade of red on my face while kaiyun says i looks drunk =.=
today's trning was fun! haha we got specialised trning at first, then thr girls had to train their throws. i was really glad to be paired up with the snrs cus they're really zai. then my throws improved hell a lot im damn happy =) now i can do straight and steady throws like the snrs' but not as far la HAHA
we did the diamond drill which was okae but i tink we din perform veh well, a lot throws not good or can't catch properly. then had game play till end of trning but that was mainly positioning. tmr got trning again! but not sure wad time... 2? the coach is coming at 4. heard that we're running to that time? oh my. aiyah im jus scared of the running part seriously, nth else. but this morning they wen running, i jus reached when they came bac i can't even tell they ran! okae maybe it wun be that bad la hor =)
ohoh kaiyun sent me an email and i was super touched by it so i shall post it here!
Dear Ong Xin Mei,
First and foremost, congratulations on making your first cut to the frisbee team!
Second and not-so-foremost, thanks a lot for all the time you spent pei2 wo3 to train. From the bottom of the hollow muscular organ located behind the sternum and between the lungs with 2 atria and 2 ventricles pumping blood from the systemic circulation into the pulmonary circulation back into the systemic circulation via a series of contractions and dilations, a.k.a. the heart, THANKSSSSSSS hahaha(:
I hope you will grab hold of this opportunity and make the best out of it, be the best you can be and want to be. For the sake of the team, for the sake of yourself. You can do it if you want to, and nothing is stopping you except your own fear and reluctance. The fear of failure, and the fear of getting owned/thrashed... it exists in everyone. The more I feared, the more I wanted to drown myself in training to prove the entire world wrong. Most of all, I want to prove to myself, that I am not that bad after all.
Before you want others to give you a chance, you must give yourself a chance. This is the thing that has been keeping my faith alive(haha KAT-TUN has a song called Keep the Faith hahaha); get it into your head--before you can achieve, you MUST believe.
I know all your worries about the team spirit, and everything else from training to skills to competition. But give this team a chance, and who knows, you may be opening doors you never knew had existed in the first place. Definitely it is easier said than done, you can put your entire heart into something and end up having it eaten up/broken into pieces, but carry on fighting even though there may be no rewards or just sheer disappointment at the end of it. YOU FOUGHT, AT LEAST. Like OM, it fricking broke my heart la, but I don't regret any part of it. Same goes for frisbee, you don't give up without fighting, it is the stupidest surrender.
Change your perspective and the world changes for you; but change your attitude, and you can change the world for yourself. (which by the way, is quoting myself!! haha this line is damn cool I shall forward it to myself heh)
To quote Penny, we must put aside the fear of failure which will stop us from achieving so much more. To quote Tianchong quoting Mahatma Karamchand Gandhi, be the change you want to see in the world.
Okay that's it.
HAVE FUN TRAINING.
KKKKKKKAIYUN(:haha. okae kaiyun, for once, i shall say you are a really nice friend =) eh i sent u bac a damn long reply too.
okae tada. i shall go do math. ahhh my life is so boring but so wad, im loving it the way it is =D
