okae be warned i might spam vulgarities anytime.
jus got a damn bad news during frisbee today which totally killed nearly most of everyone's spirits during trning after dat.
at first tot got sth wrong already la, as in those who were usually way earlier prepared than us for trning were not there. and came way later, in sch uni.
then we were separated into the two teams and there goes the news. everyone was jus like stunned? jus speechless... as in who won't when this kind of things happen like barely one week to comps?!
to me right, it is not the loss of three damn zai players that is point u know. it is the thing that they who formed the club, who got the team together, who guided from the noob and blur few we used to be, to where we are now, a TEAM with the goal to fight together for Hwachong Ultimate.
its jus unfair. i know we still have to accept it but its really anal. isn't it better for them to get over the comps which is so frigging near such that they can clear their minds and focus better? i believe they will perform much better seriously. what is the point?! then wads with the shit passion thing anymore?
its the same thing again like NY dat time isn't it. on and on they go abt having to haf passion when doing something so as to perform well and on and on they step on you with their stupid rules and policy and kill that passion of yours.
i can't believe its only until now that i discover all that. and its jus...
devastating.
and i can't believe i actually rant so much when i tot i was jus speechless and really dunno wad to say.
walao eff damn it im suppose to sleep already but heck la like i can sleep can. tmr is goanna be a sucky day and i like can sense it already.
pple. pls, pls jus dao me tmr if i ever were to look pissed or do anything wrong. im definitely not in the right mind.
