theres a reason why i haven been updating.
apparently there is like nth happy or good that happened but all bad and depressing events instead.
fancy getting scolded the f word right into ur face. by a guy. wow, how gentlemanly. im jus surprised that he will shout at me out of no reason.
for the past few days right, i really wondered wad i did to like de jiu the whole male population of the sch. somehow nearly all the unhappy incidents happen to be related to guys. and nearly all the time its jus them coming to anal me. i can like come up with a list of people who pissed me off liao.
its only the small things that really cheer me up now... like how my friends noticed my bad mood and come forward to wen hou yi xia. thx e-hui u duno how much it meant really. to actually notice it is quite touching already, since i don't really show it in sch. of cus i can't leave out flickers, it has always been so happy to see them playing on the field and u can easily join them a few throws or try out some retarded throws...
like today. had a bad day already. thinking abt all the shit things i've got myself into and feeling guilty to haf all my friends worry abt me. and ending the day after being scolded the f word wasn't really a great feeling. so wen i saw the few of them, e-hui, sijie and guchao randomly throwing on the field, i felt really an wei and can't help but felt myself in a much cheerful mood already. its not as if they are waiting for you but i had intention of jus checking out whether they are there and they are when i got there. it just like you know they'll be there for you no doubt and will not disappoint u.
and theres small surprises that you wun not expect at all. like how daryl told me to cheer up, not implying anything but im jus surprised la and its certainly encouraging if they are coming frm people u nvr expect
and of cus cannot forget the ones whos always been there for me. lily, sarah and yanhui. in class no doubt, i depended on them. and KAIYUN the dumbass (as stated in my hp contacts HAHA) she's really been the friend whos with me for such a long time la. though we are almos like extremes opposites (like choosing subway sandwiches sauces and the bread) but when it comes to views and opinions, we are surprisingly quite similar. owe her a lot la (no matter is money or ren qing), jus hoping this relationship will continue on, which i have confidence that it will.
i conclude, that girls are still the best.
